2 December 2008
Wao, wao..2009 soon.
Visited kathy's blog, my past important friend after had her news from a form5 girl, lolz..she had a bf..she going US soon..she forgot me!! this is bad..sob..
Nilai degree or OBU degree remains a myth in me, after the finale, i m going to make it clear. Nilai sucks this semester and dun ask me why. It really sucks.
Ponteng-ed more than enough this semester, kind of worry that i will be barred from Eng 114 finale. Hopefully, not.
Quarrel with parent recently on allowances, i get too little i guess. Moreover, cost of living and needs as well increases. I need more SSS to survive.
Su shien going to taiwan, Yirou HOngkong..Family Port Dickson, LAngakawi, nimpe going nowhere. Haiz..
2008 National Junior chess Championship to select Junior Master of the year. Who will win..um..i guess it will be tight if anas and edward both joined. Tighter if they dont join! Wakaka..i miss them..i miss penang guys, sarawak guys and most importantly, my team that i played for almost all life, Selangor MssM team. I love all u. I miss my medals, my pride, my...everything.
Ying Kai is conducting a trip to Redang on february, wana join can contact me. 3 days 2 nights raftly rm435..all inclusive! expensive? i dunoe..we will see..
Lastly, i think i have a gf, for now.
Monday, December 1, 2008
Sunday, November 9, 2008
My way
10 November 2008
So, hi..dad and mum..proud of u guys! =.=
Well, since well, pama use kind of strict ways to educate, teach and feed me. I hate but they are as similar as the rest, did wad should be done. When i saw papa today, he look much younger, energetic than me. Even at such age..having tuition classes, work et cetera, he still stick with his favourite, Badminton. Glad knowing tat he won teacher's competition for state level, gold for his team and was selected to selection for state player. Congrates papa..i wish i can be like u, doing what i like the most, living my way, simple yet happy.
So, hi..dad and mum..proud of u guys! =.=
Well, since well, pama use kind of strict ways to educate, teach and feed me. I hate but they are as similar as the rest, did wad should be done. When i saw papa today, he look much younger, energetic than me. Even at such age..having tuition classes, work et cetera, he still stick with his favourite, Badminton. Glad knowing tat he won teacher's competition for state level, gold for his team and was selected to selection for state player. Congrates papa..i wish i can be like u, doing what i like the most, living my way, simple yet happy.
Mama..aha..she was as usual, the most long gas mama i have been with. When i was small, she was still studying in university. I remembered daddy was having 900bucks monthly to support both mum and me. I cleaned rice for porridge, ate maggi as dinner and suffered hunger at the age of 6. I was forced to sleep at 8am when dad was on his first year giving tuition. Due to my stubbornness, i was hit often, painfully. I never forget the pain, as pain as u can imagine. But my dad and mum did a pretty good job, we are stable now, we can have whatever we want, nice car, nice home and anything we want as long as realistic. We were looked down once, daddy was a teacher and none reli approve his job, even his closest relative which were uneducated but rich. Now, some are broke while daddy is living a better life. My grandpa carez for that the most, he respect teacher a lot. Grandpa and dad have so much comman, stubborn, hot tempered but they are of good people. No smoke, no gamble and no drinks are their principes.
For dad, i hate the most when he hit me when small, hate him to make education as priority for me in life. When i was in primary skul, i was excellent in form1 and 2 math, i have strong english and bahasa..even i can spoke well in both. But, i started to go against them until in the end i have my bad SPM result. I knew, if i can be like most of my friends, i wont hate studying, tearing add math books while revising. I was forced to study in room for whole morning but instead of that, i was copying answers from book. I gambled lots during my secondary days, but at the very least, i am happier than who i am now, i am much energetic and i have a direction, an ambition. For now, i am lost.
For dad, i hate the most when he hit me when small, hate him to make education as priority for me in life. When i was in primary skul, i was excellent in form1 and 2 math, i have strong english and bahasa..even i can spoke well in both. But, i started to go against them until in the end i have my bad SPM result. I knew, if i can be like most of my friends, i wont hate studying, tearing add math books while revising. I was forced to study in room for whole morning but instead of that, i was copying answers from book. I gambled lots during my secondary days, but at the very least, i am happier than who i am now, i am much energetic and i have a direction, an ambition. For now, i am lost.
For mum, she was protecting me when dad trying to hit me..with rottan, chairs, belts and so on. Mama loves me lots when i was small. I saw her changing since i entered primary skul. Well, parents compete to being popular on children performances. Therefore, i was forced to attend tuition classes and the worst, i m banned from ping pong competition after whole year training but mama refused to let me play for 3days.
Dad and Mum did the right stuff, but they dunoe that..i want, badly to play chess for life. The only things that accompany me when i was crying, the reasons for me to have a direction. Dad and mum, if u all were to be blamed, it has to be, i hate u for stopping me to playchess. Just like anyone else, i have my dream. Sry, but if i have to repeat something, i will tell u guys, i wanted to skip college and everything just to play for another year. Even if one day, i am allowed to play, it wont be the same..as i had before. My dropout from asean tournament, representing malaysia..i want dad, i want it mum, but i no longer have a chance, for life!!! all this is juz a little too late. Maybe, lots late.
Looking at my prize collection, i knew i am not what i am now, i am something, but i no longer have a direction. I proved myself every once, but i am not approved, just lyk when u all were teachers, none of relatives approved ur status for both of u r poor. I wont blame anyone, but i will cry, alone. Lastly, i miss my sole Mssm 2006 gold medal, just if i can hold it once again, i will die peacefully.
Dad and Mum did the right stuff, but they dunoe that..i want, badly to play chess for life. The only things that accompany me when i was crying, the reasons for me to have a direction. Dad and mum, if u all were to be blamed, it has to be, i hate u for stopping me to playchess. Just like anyone else, i have my dream. Sry, but if i have to repeat something, i will tell u guys, i wanted to skip college and everything just to play for another year. Even if one day, i am allowed to play, it wont be the same..as i had before. My dropout from asean tournament, representing malaysia..i want dad, i want it mum, but i no longer have a chance, for life!!! all this is juz a little too late. Maybe, lots late.
Looking at my prize collection, i knew i am not what i am now, i am something, but i no longer have a direction. I proved myself every once, but i am not approved, just lyk when u all were teachers, none of relatives approved ur status for both of u r poor. I wont blame anyone, but i will cry, alone. Lastly, i miss my sole Mssm 2006 gold medal, just if i can hold it once again, i will die peacefully.
Monday, October 27, 2008
^.~
27 October 2008
None can predict future, not many can forget the past. Life, unpredictable, unforgettable but undying. I nvr realize how many yesterday wasted, and i never knew when i will know..maybe tomorrow, weeks..months..years..? First came to Nilai, i was having quite a good profile, gameless, acedemically above average, good attittude, clean cut look, good physical as well and love+loved. Somehow, drasticly, negatively..tranformed!
All this was due to, LOVE! I really hope someone willing to listen, to cheer, and to carez..for i was left behind by her, the one that gime whole load of hopes. Frens wonder who is she? Theorically, she was suppose to be my ex, but she wasnt, my ex ex, which means..the one i loved for long..maybe her, but definately not her! Somehow, this time round, she was not a gf, not a friend either, how to describe status-cally, i dunoe. Together with her at the very 1st moment, things are predicted..because i am fresh and awake, i can calculate the consequences from every single positioning! I read people's mind well. I predicted a no end, but unexpected it ended in such a hurry. Hence, conclusion are fated by some fools that control peoples.
Till now, i am writing alone, i am surely, lonely. When i was desperating to leave secondary school, i realize how fun it was to be there. Put away academic pressure, life is much competitive, worth appreciated from past. I was someone, yet, i am nobody. If i were to say, to update myself realistically, surely there is something to write. Starting with lifestyle..i tot semester one i was having a bad one, stayed late midnight for surfing, gaming..but it really wasn't. I am having my worst nightmare in life, where i totally out of control. There is no specific sleeping time and there is no indication to do well in everything, even in my favourite chess, i lost confident..and love. Followed by sports, i mourned for there is lack in partners or facilities in the beginning, but still..i have badminton, pingpong, football, basketball..a lil chess as well. But now, none i am playing. The only improvement was obviously in dota. Together with my friend now, i feel part of them in game. I shall say i am no longer a noob, no longer weakening the team. Sometimes, i can even be the best. I looked pro, but i am not for i aint happy being a dota player. I rather being a chess boy that is curios about this game..a healthy athlete, an someone that learn dota once a while than someone that plays everyday. I knew it is change-able, but i am sure i ruined it all, it seems late..for i lost my confident, all of it. For the very first time yesterday, i followed friends to drink, carrick has half a glass, as for me, 3 glass of carlsberg is all it takes, but i am afraid it never ends. I just wanted to tell, it is all from her, for her but actually, for nothing i knew.
Sherlyn, i feel lyk telling u, i oso hurt..u can find me to talk, but i just cant find u for this. That made a different btw guys n girls..u girls can cry easily but i just can hide it all in heart..the same pain we both suffered, the different ways for expession.
Recently, i feel better, honestly! a bit better. For at least, i do homeworks and less skip classes. Currently, got 25classes missed ba..not boostful but honest! Days back, i was actually playing football with Abdi, i had a good sleep that night, gladfully.
None can predict future, not many can forget the past. Life, unpredictable, unforgettable but undying. I nvr realize how many yesterday wasted, and i never knew when i will know..maybe tomorrow, weeks..months..years..? First came to Nilai, i was having quite a good profile, gameless, acedemically above average, good attittude, clean cut look, good physical as well and love+loved. Somehow, drasticly, negatively..tranformed!
All this was due to, LOVE! I really hope someone willing to listen, to cheer, and to carez..for i was left behind by her, the one that gime whole load of hopes. Frens wonder who is she? Theorically, she was suppose to be my ex, but she wasnt, my ex ex, which means..the one i loved for long..maybe her, but definately not her! Somehow, this time round, she was not a gf, not a friend either, how to describe status-cally, i dunoe. Together with her at the very 1st moment, things are predicted..because i am fresh and awake, i can calculate the consequences from every single positioning! I read people's mind well. I predicted a no end, but unexpected it ended in such a hurry. Hence, conclusion are fated by some fools that control peoples.
Till now, i am writing alone, i am surely, lonely. When i was desperating to leave secondary school, i realize how fun it was to be there. Put away academic pressure, life is much competitive, worth appreciated from past. I was someone, yet, i am nobody. If i were to say, to update myself realistically, surely there is something to write. Starting with lifestyle..i tot semester one i was having a bad one, stayed late midnight for surfing, gaming..but it really wasn't. I am having my worst nightmare in life, where i totally out of control. There is no specific sleeping time and there is no indication to do well in everything, even in my favourite chess, i lost confident..and love. Followed by sports, i mourned for there is lack in partners or facilities in the beginning, but still..i have badminton, pingpong, football, basketball..a lil chess as well. But now, none i am playing. The only improvement was obviously in dota. Together with my friend now, i feel part of them in game. I shall say i am no longer a noob, no longer weakening the team. Sometimes, i can even be the best. I looked pro, but i am not for i aint happy being a dota player. I rather being a chess boy that is curios about this game..a healthy athlete, an someone that learn dota once a while than someone that plays everyday. I knew it is change-able, but i am sure i ruined it all, it seems late..for i lost my confident, all of it. For the very first time yesterday, i followed friends to drink, carrick has half a glass, as for me, 3 glass of carlsberg is all it takes, but i am afraid it never ends. I just wanted to tell, it is all from her, for her but actually, for nothing i knew.
Sherlyn, i feel lyk telling u, i oso hurt..u can find me to talk, but i just cant find u for this. That made a different btw guys n girls..u girls can cry easily but i just can hide it all in heart..the same pain we both suffered, the different ways for expession.
Recently, i feel better, honestly! a bit better. For at least, i do homeworks and less skip classes. Currently, got 25classes missed ba..not boostful but honest! Days back, i was actually playing football with Abdi, i had a good sleep that night, gladfully.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Stay Cheerful, fresh and strong
8 October 2008
Unexpectable, i am writing in my new URL, where no one noes. I deleted several blogs, all about those leading me to drugs. Surely, people wonder what i did throughout Hari Raya. Unfortunately, i played dota days and night. Skipped breakfast, lunch were common. Furthermore, mum even used to see me 5pm everyday. Something wrong somewhere surely, exactly! My meaningful days were the visit Bukit Tinggi and celebrated grandma's birthday.
It is time to change. Love gave me hope, ruined my life, seems simple, yet complicated. Sherlyn, the only one knows my blog after i actually change my url, please keep it as secret. Lolz..i started blogging since April oOo!
I tried to own sumbody love thru sympathy, thru a lot a lot ways. Well, sry but i just cant control.. i cant be my ownself as i am lost for some period or that period. Anyway, i think somehow, i am awake. Very soon, everyday will be normal again. Right now, i am still looking for a reason to live. Hopefully, every tomorrow will be better.
Unexpectable, i am writing in my new URL, where no one noes. I deleted several blogs, all about those leading me to drugs. Surely, people wonder what i did throughout Hari Raya. Unfortunately, i played dota days and night. Skipped breakfast, lunch were common. Furthermore, mum even used to see me 5pm everyday. Something wrong somewhere surely, exactly! My meaningful days were the visit Bukit Tinggi and celebrated grandma's birthday.
It is time to change. Love gave me hope, ruined my life, seems simple, yet complicated. Sherlyn, the only one knows my blog after i actually change my url, please keep it as secret. Lolz..i started blogging since April oOo!
I tried to own sumbody love thru sympathy, thru a lot a lot ways. Well, sry but i just cant control.. i cant be my ownself as i am lost for some period or that period. Anyway, i think somehow, i am awake. Very soon, everyday will be normal again. Right now, i am still looking for a reason to live. Hopefully, every tomorrow will be better.
Put your hand on the chest, it's beating, the heart is beating. I'm glad, i'm alive. Ma de, juz chatted wif someone, i smiles..lol..happily. Why? hehe..
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Chess Angel
8th September 2008
The Bottom Line
You need to slow down, today. Take a walk, put things in perspective, and get real.
In Detail
Do you think you're in need of some inspiration in your job or schoolwork? If your brain just doesn't seem to be able to concentrate on one thing for more than five minutes, you don't need inspiration -- you need a vacation. You need to slow down. You need to take a walk, put things into perspective, and get a reality check about your place in the world. Trying so hard to keep busy could be a coping device -- are you trying to avoid dealing with something? Face up to it and move on.
~I am avoiding, it is true. Escape from my true feeling to live better.
Happy Birthday, my chess angel, forever.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
^_^
21 August 2008
The Bottom Line
Start exploring other relationships, today, and find things out for yourself.
In Detail
One of your most important relationships are going through a transition right now(TRUE), and while it might be uncomfortable and worrisome for a while, it will all work out for the best in the end. In the meantime, you should go out and start exploring other kinds of relationships.(hehe) Find out for yourself what it's like to be an independent person without any alliances to hold you back. And no matter how wonderful an alliance is, it is still something that limits your freedom.(agree).
Copied and pasted, find it suitable for today's post. Um..xing fu!
想为你做件事 让你更快乐的事 好在你的心中埋下我的名字 求时间 趁著你 不注意的时候 悄悄地 把这种子酿成果实 我想她的确是 更适合你的女子 我太不够温柔优雅成熟懂事 如果我 退回到 好朋友的位置 你也就 不再需要为难成这样子 很爱很爱你 所以愿意 舍得让你 往更多幸福的地方飞去 很爱很爱你 只有让你 拥有爱情 我才安心 看著她走向你 那幅画面多美丽 如果我会哭泣也是因为欢喜 地球上 两个人 能相遇不容易 作不成你的情人我仍感激 很爱很爱你 所以愿意 不牵绊你 往更多幸福的地方飞去 很爱很爱你 只有让你 拥有爱情 我才安心
- From time to time whenever wind blows, i was imagining relaxing by the sea. I felt it, the feeling that i just couldnt hide. U noe, being with the sea, i can temporary overcome all the sadness in my heart. We dont have to hide but it is not painful anymore. I imagine the future and lastly left it with the sea. It is so cool, that i can even hear my breathing.
Sorry, I love you.
Without mistakenly, u left silently,
again, i was still here, at the beginning.
Looking nervously as u take ur leave,
slowly tears drop, without pauses.
With the weather turned colder,
i can only stand here, crying, alone.
I feel ur pain over there,
that makes me think we love each other, from far, still.
Just if u say love me,
this has to be my most wonderful and perfect day.
Tell me, one day, u will be back.
Tell me, the sunny day will come after winter ends.
Sorry, sorry,
For i love you, forever.
zeven. ai shi te ru.
The Bottom Line
Start exploring other relationships, today, and find things out for yourself.
In Detail
One of your most important relationships are going through a transition right now(TRUE), and while it might be uncomfortable and worrisome for a while, it will all work out for the best in the end. In the meantime, you should go out and start exploring other kinds of relationships.(hehe) Find out for yourself what it's like to be an independent person without any alliances to hold you back. And no matter how wonderful an alliance is, it is still something that limits your freedom.(agree).
Copied and pasted, find it suitable for today's post. Um..xing fu!
- From time to time whenever wind blows, i was imagining relaxing by the sea. I felt it, the feeling that i just couldnt hide. U noe, being with the sea, i can temporary overcome all the sadness in my heart. We dont have to hide but it is not painful anymore. I imagine the future and lastly left it with the sea. It is so cool, that i can even hear my breathing.
Sorry, I love you.
Without mistakenly, u left silently,
again, i was still here, at the beginning.
Looking nervously as u take ur leave,
slowly tears drop, without pauses.
With the weather turned colder,
i can only stand here, crying, alone.
I feel ur pain over there,
that makes me think we love each other, from far, still.
Just if u say love me,
this has to be my most wonderful and perfect day.
Tell me, one day, u will be back.
Tell me, the sunny day will come after winter ends.
Sorry, sorry,
For i love you, forever.
zeven. ai shi te ru.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
um, done!
20 August 2008
Catherine, i managed to do as planned, everything went pretty well. She left her own hating me i guess. Hopefully, we are still friend. 2 years ago, the same things happened but urs was unpredictable while this time everything seems to be planned. I cannot say i am happy, but at least this has to be the best way. Still, i got a little sad but i really have to do this. Dun hate me. I wonder is this a skill too, but anyway it helps. The past weeks was really tough, for i feel i am controlled by sort of spirit, i made a decisive move, that might rescue me from being frozen again. Now, i just hope she move on happily and dream come true. remember to dream a dream. Allrite, my past experience tells me no way back, but i nvr regret. Simple diary for this love chapter, a little smile, a little tears dropping lovingly as life will be better tomorrow. After all, i find out that, all this problems is due to immaturity. Ya, we are too young to love. =.=
Btw, wish Kah Wei all the best at intec. i miss her a lot these days..especially cold weather and hazy now at nilai. When u free, remember to visit me =). Yi Rou, do well in Sunway, remember dun trust me in future. hehe..Carrick, lets forget them, i need u, to Help each other to overcome this period. I dun wana be alone anymore for i can froze up anytime. Besides DOTA or Chess, i really think we can do great in other things, find a day and think about it, we can do a lot a lot. Take note, we are genius. Just back in chess scene, dun feel lyk telling them i am to retire again. KL Kaushal, bring me to India, u promised to rite?
haha, that is the end for my semester 2, happiest and at the same time sad lo! ok la..end~tata~see u~muackx!
haha, that is the end for my semester 2, happiest and at the same time sad lo! ok la..end~tata~see u~muackx!
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
My proudest moment ~ MSSM2006
http://poirot1989.blogspot.com/2006/06/mssm-unforgetable-experience.html
http://poirot1989.blogspot.com/2006/06/mssm-2.html
My proudest moment from ang jian wei. Selangor captain for 2006. Leong Zhi Wen 2007 captain, genius? or moron? I miss everything, cheer me up somebody.
http://poirot1989.blogspot.com/2006/06/mssm-2.html
My proudest moment from ang jian wei. Selangor captain for 2006. Leong Zhi Wen 2007 captain, genius? or moron? I miss everything, cheer me up somebody.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
A lufrednow story
10 August 2008
Glad that i am able, still to write.
He says,
Once upon a time, a child was born mysteriously in an unknown turf. He was treated nicely.
The boy was shifted to competitive, but stressful new world.
He turned evil at the age of four. Since then, he was beaten to grow by daddy.
Throughout the years, he was forced to live the way a normal chinese people live-education.
Under several stress, he cried in pain everyday but hardly someone cares.
The boy never noticed he can do magic with his tiny little hand, until he reached 15.
He left his first love, to challenge the magical world.
Within a year, he turned famous, rich and the happiest ever man with his unbelieveable skills.
And, within a year, everything gone. His magic are so comman that people started to fell bored. Although after so much sacrifices, he was finally dumped by second love and remained lost.
The whole world turned dark for so long. Tears drop everyday.
He started hiding in peace and avoided the world.
One day in his hiding jungle, he saw a butterfly, flying in darkness, carrying a bit of flame.
He then tried to understand it and he successfully mix things around.
He left one more love, the 3rd one to seek for his dream life.
He started so madly and was recognized again by the magical world.
Just when the bit of flame lighten up his world, it flew for its new life.
Butterfly does not has long life but a life with her was just wonderful.
The sky turned darker in his jungle and he decided to withdrew from magic world again.
He ended his life as his parent wish and left his dream burried in this big big forest.
His last touch will be remembered, forever.
Surely, he should not but still miss butterfly a bit too much.
Tears drop, once again.
zeven, 2008.
Glad that i am able, still to write.
He says,
Once upon a time, a child was born mysteriously in an unknown turf. He was treated nicely.
The boy was shifted to competitive, but stressful new world.
He turned evil at the age of four. Since then, he was beaten to grow by daddy.
Throughout the years, he was forced to live the way a normal chinese people live-education.
Under several stress, he cried in pain everyday but hardly someone cares.
The boy never noticed he can do magic with his tiny little hand, until he reached 15.
He left his first love, to challenge the magical world.
Within a year, he turned famous, rich and the happiest ever man with his unbelieveable skills.
And, within a year, everything gone. His magic are so comman that people started to fell bored. Although after so much sacrifices, he was finally dumped by second love and remained lost.
The whole world turned dark for so long. Tears drop everyday.
He started hiding in peace and avoided the world.
One day in his hiding jungle, he saw a butterfly, flying in darkness, carrying a bit of flame.
He then tried to understand it and he successfully mix things around.
He left one more love, the 3rd one to seek for his dream life.
He started so madly and was recognized again by the magical world.
Just when the bit of flame lighten up his world, it flew for its new life.
Butterfly does not has long life but a life with her was just wonderful.
The sky turned darker in his jungle and he decided to withdrew from magic world again.
He ended his life as his parent wish and left his dream burried in this big big forest.
His last touch will be remembered, forever.
Surely, he should not but still miss butterfly a bit too much.
Tears drop, once again.
zeven, 2008.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
CoFeSsIoN
1 August 2008
I love u, for it is true! That is how it sounds and i love you too is simplest but most wonderful reply. We wish for sweetest moment but sweetest means just once. Hence, there is hardly a second for u, and i. Basically, confession means wanted to know what he or she think on the other hand. Spends days, nights hoping, wishing...everything but remained unanswered is one of the foolest guy u can imagine. Time is limited now, two big task ahead.
The day, the life, the cheers are unlimited but, FATED.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
:'(
27 July 2008
My final say for this semester~ The Final Entry
While performances are just temporary achievement; attitudes are permanent and unarguably the most important asset for all people. This is what I learnt throughout the semester, strongly supported by evidences from real life examples. Life changes every semester, every day, every hour, every minute but hopefully not every second. I begin the first day, full with energy. However, influences around me tend to manipulate that driving force. Sometimes, it might slow us down a little but in many cases, positive pressures from seniors such as parent, lecturers charged us up no end. Proudly, I shall say I did quite okay for this long semester and will leave the rest for whichever god up there.
This semester, the toughest subject has to be critical analysis. It was critically hard as in understanding the primary idea. We started by analyzing it deeply with course guide. Then, the lecturer gave us samples as assistance. Lastly, we look for seniors’ help to recognize it better. Finally, several practices paid off as we were able to submit all the works assigned on time. Although the learning process was tough, I improved my language from these extended reading.
Research based Group presentation is the one I will never forget. I shall disregard the route of conducting survey, preparing speech and presenting. However, what I bear in mind is the day the lecturer took my speech from me while rehearsal. It actually leads to my independence day because I presented without memorizing or reading from prepared speech. In the end of the day, my group did fantastic and I am happy to play a part in this group. Hopefully, we can stick with each other for future group assignments.
The next sweet sub-coursework was writing a weekly journal. I shall describe this assignment as interesting. Here, I can express feeling on the course and receive feedback from the lecturer. Normally, I saved the positive comment and ignored the negative one. Although some people think this was a waste of time, I strongly disagree with them as I think, journal entries can keep us updated occasionally. The journal started with, you look rather down for this semester. Hopefully, it will end another way.
The two sub-courses I dislike is listening test and academic essay. For listening test, the pronunciation was fast and the slang is different. I think it is unfair and Oxford Brookes University should imply Malaysian’s slang tape recording for the future listening test. As for academic essay, I find it quite time consuming. We need to look for reliable articles, write an outline, drafts, reference list and lastly submit the final version. Time, therefore was what I concerned the most while writing this essay. In order to complete both academic essays and other assignments from different subjects, I plan out timetable for my assignments. I find it worked well but still, discipline is one factor we must always apply in life. Without that, there is no point for having millions timetables.
To sum up everything, I think Eng113 has done so much good for us. The way it was conducted, the syllabus and the organization were good. The similarities compared to Eng112 make students life easier and relaxing. Moreover, students seem to be more familiar and prepared to handle all tasks.
To conclude, I would like to thank the lecturer for guiding us into the next level. I knew the whole group of pupils will miss her definitely, maybe. Also, I enjoyed the day with all the classmates. Although the aunty group is not smart a student, the class will be real boring without their lame jokes.
An analysis on Ms Shanti shows positive progress but still, there ‘are’ instead of ‘is’ spaces for improvement. For instance, she scolded harshly sometimes to remind students so that they do not repeat their misbehavior. Well, the result is usually promising but most students obey as they fear for their grades, sadly not that they have learnt. For me, maybe because of my soft heart, I think, nobody will learn from bad feelings but they only learn with proper guidance. The tough part is, it takes another level for lecturer to control students just with advises. However, nothing is impossible.
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My final say for this semester~ The Final Entry
While performances are just temporary achievement; attitudes are permanent and unarguably the most important asset for all people. This is what I learnt throughout the semester, strongly supported by evidences from real life examples. Life changes every semester, every day, every hour, every minute but hopefully not every second. I begin the first day, full with energy. However, influences around me tend to manipulate that driving force. Sometimes, it might slow us down a little but in many cases, positive pressures from seniors such as parent, lecturers charged us up no end. Proudly, I shall say I did quite okay for this long semester and will leave the rest for whichever god up there.
This semester, the toughest subject has to be critical analysis. It was critically hard as in understanding the primary idea. We started by analyzing it deeply with course guide. Then, the lecturer gave us samples as assistance. Lastly, we look for seniors’ help to recognize it better. Finally, several practices paid off as we were able to submit all the works assigned on time. Although the learning process was tough, I improved my language from these extended reading.
Research based Group presentation is the one I will never forget. I shall disregard the route of conducting survey, preparing speech and presenting. However, what I bear in mind is the day the lecturer took my speech from me while rehearsal. It actually leads to my independence day because I presented without memorizing or reading from prepared speech. In the end of the day, my group did fantastic and I am happy to play a part in this group. Hopefully, we can stick with each other for future group assignments.
The next sweet sub-coursework was writing a weekly journal. I shall describe this assignment as interesting. Here, I can express feeling on the course and receive feedback from the lecturer. Normally, I saved the positive comment and ignored the negative one. Although some people think this was a waste of time, I strongly disagree with them as I think, journal entries can keep us updated occasionally. The journal started with, you look rather down for this semester. Hopefully, it will end another way.
The two sub-courses I dislike is listening test and academic essay. For listening test, the pronunciation was fast and the slang is different. I think it is unfair and Oxford Brookes University should imply Malaysian’s slang tape recording for the future listening test. As for academic essay, I find it quite time consuming. We need to look for reliable articles, write an outline, drafts, reference list and lastly submit the final version. Time, therefore was what I concerned the most while writing this essay. In order to complete both academic essays and other assignments from different subjects, I plan out timetable for my assignments. I find it worked well but still, discipline is one factor we must always apply in life. Without that, there is no point for having millions timetables.
To sum up everything, I think Eng113 has done so much good for us. The way it was conducted, the syllabus and the organization were good. The similarities compared to Eng112 make students life easier and relaxing. Moreover, students seem to be more familiar and prepared to handle all tasks.
To conclude, I would like to thank the lecturer for guiding us into the next level. I knew the whole group of pupils will miss her definitely, maybe. Also, I enjoyed the day with all the classmates. Although the aunty group is not smart a student, the class will be real boring without their lame jokes.
An analysis on Ms Shanti shows positive progress but still, there ‘are’ instead of ‘is’ spaces for improvement. For instance, she scolded harshly sometimes to remind students so that they do not repeat their misbehavior. Well, the result is usually promising but most students obey as they fear for their grades, sadly not that they have learnt. For me, maybe because of my soft heart, I think, nobody will learn from bad feelings but they only learn with proper guidance. The tough part is, it takes another level for lecturer to control students just with advises. However, nothing is impossible.
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Sunday, July 13, 2008
One big illusion
14 July 2008There is once a song titled that's why from MLTR which was my favourite. In between, it mentioned ,"Love is one big illusion, i chould try to forget, but there is something left in my head". =)
~ I saw myself competing in chess with several top ranked player
~ I saw a four-flat result on my result sheet
~ I saw a first class cert is going to be honoured for me
~ I saw my life as an interesting movie
~ I saw myself travelling worlwide with my sweetheart
~ I saw myself owning a little chocolate hut with her
~ I saw a big house, a big car and everything is just so perfect
~ I saw myself knowing Kung-Fu
~ I saw a lot a lot..infinity!
Football fans used to sing a song, que sera sera, whatever will be will be, the future not ours to see, que sera sera, what will be will be...
Back in reality,! I was doing my acedemic essay first draft until now, i think i took somewhere 2-3hours le!!it is 4.30am in the morning le but still, i just gaotim-ed not even with half of it. I think i failed to fulfill my promise to someone else, to be a hardworking dude. So sry but i nid a nap to attend 8am class later. Nitez and to be continued...
3hours ag0..concentrating...but i think i got a lil tuo bei le, naked oso!! Hunch..?izit?no but wad le ha for tuo bei?
3 hours later,zzzZ....gud nitez!
24 hours later=again 4am in the other morning! Acedemic essay is beyond completion!
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Missing <3
10 JULy 2008
NUC Chinese Chess Selection
~ Erm..ok! Today expected to have a low participants rate for the selection! Tournament was sumwer on beginning for August=soon!
~ Previously, i identified some talents in this game but they just don't turn up..wud a nightmare!
~ Well, as usual..for those who r going to be in my team, make sure u deserved to team with me!Show me wateva u have or..leave!
~ Reached Resource centre for chess activity, too bad there is insufficient chairs! Wait n wait n wait..finally got it but still, lack in people for chinese chess selection! I should blame publicity group if someone has to be responsible for this.
Acedemic Update
~ K...i think i did pretty average for midyear results. Not really convincing but it is better i think! let me simplify everything:
Math 113 : 22.5/30
~ Well, i have a great chance to ace this one, but i clearly know effort has to be there!
CSC 111 : 19.5/25
~ Allrite, the score look pretty convincing but it's not as good as u think. The lecturer was lenient and people are copying assignment easily anywhere..unfair but that is the world! Somehow, i dont..u seldom see i copied assignment nowadays, dont u?! Another is that, the questions are kinda broad, so depends on luck sometimes. Can i ace it too? i got no idea!
Eng 113 : Listening test fail(4/10)?sumwer der i think..
But then, i think my target is to maintain a B+..anything less will be bcoz i m lazy while anything more will be huge bonus!
EA 11 : Unavailable
Miss Sandra is going to leave this college soon due to distance problem! Hence, i wish her the very best for everything! Cheers Miss Sandra, you r a nice ren.
Moral : Pass
Ok, Lan subject is alwiz noob! It is either Pass or fail..for me, i know i can pass! haha..wish everything flow fine!
Friendster Horoscope Update!
The Bottom Line,
It should be quite easy for you to make decisions today -- your emotions are clear.
In Detail,
It should be quite easy for you to make decisions today -- even the ones that are usually real head-scratchers for you. Your emotions are running black and white, which helps to simplify things quite a bit. You'll see the right way and wrong way without much trouble. The only problem could be with struggling friends. You won't be able to see the nuances of what they're going through and might not have any patience for their dilemmas. They won't get good advice from you.
~ I got no choice if u dont listen to advise but..as long as u think that is fine, i support u(mentally)..one last advise for u, pls stop being stubborn and ego! U really really changed a lot. A quotation for u. {We change the world not by what we say or do, but as a consequences as what we have become} live life realisticly, dream a dream but do not let ur dream interfere ur life. Sorry, but i hate u and i am very sad on u! Mixed feeling my dear. Anyway, take care!
A visit to banks...
~ I went to RHB bank just now to tunaikan my cheque worth rm300. Having some troubles with it as i m newbie. Call my dad several times for guidance.
~ I had a chat with dad on my phone bills etc. I thought he will pay everything for me but too bad he requested me to settle my own bills. I m broke yesterday, today and everyday but surprisingly i am still surviving with MCD 2 days ago, Pizza Hut yesterday, and KFC today! Maybe i really have to agree with ~kathy~ that i am a bad spender! Erm..i wonder if u r willing to be my bendahari, it will be nice and sweet! i will pay u ice cream and chocolate for that.
~ Lastly, my CIMB bank left with rm27, maybe i should spend it on starbuck or sushi king.=)
At night, i blog, i game and i missed someone but she dont have to know as i dont feel lyk disturbing her dy! Do ur very best in life, nothing will be less than <@! I was happy when i m childish, but i m sad when i looked mature. We dont have many memories together, but we just can read each other pretty well, true? @_@
~END
zeven!
NUC Chinese Chess Selection
~ Erm..ok! Today expected to have a low participants rate for the selection! Tournament was sumwer on beginning for August=soon!
~ Previously, i identified some talents in this game but they just don't turn up..wud a nightmare!
~ Well, as usual..for those who r going to be in my team, make sure u deserved to team with me!Show me wateva u have or..leave!
~ Reached Resource centre for chess activity, too bad there is insufficient chairs! Wait n wait n wait..finally got it but still, lack in people for chinese chess selection! I should blame publicity group if someone has to be responsible for this.
Acedemic Update
~ K...i think i did pretty average for midyear results. Not really convincing but it is better i think! let me simplify everything:
Math 113 : 22.5/30
~ Well, i have a great chance to ace this one, but i clearly know effort has to be there!
CSC 111 : 19.5/25
~ Allrite, the score look pretty convincing but it's not as good as u think. The lecturer was lenient and people are copying assignment easily anywhere..unfair but that is the world! Somehow, i dont..u seldom see i copied assignment nowadays, dont u?! Another is that, the questions are kinda broad, so depends on luck sometimes. Can i ace it too? i got no idea!
Eng 113 : Listening test fail(4/10)?sumwer der i think..
But then, i think my target is to maintain a B+..anything less will be bcoz i m lazy while anything more will be huge bonus!
EA 11 : Unavailable
Miss Sandra is going to leave this college soon due to distance problem! Hence, i wish her the very best for everything! Cheers Miss Sandra, you r a nice ren.
Moral : Pass
Ok, Lan subject is alwiz noob! It is either Pass or fail..for me, i know i can pass! haha..wish everything flow fine!
Friendster Horoscope Update!
The Bottom Line,
It should be quite easy for you to make decisions today -- your emotions are clear.
In Detail,
It should be quite easy for you to make decisions today -- even the ones that are usually real head-scratchers for you. Your emotions are running black and white, which helps to simplify things quite a bit. You'll see the right way and wrong way without much trouble. The only problem could be with struggling friends. You won't be able to see the nuances of what they're going through and might not have any patience for their dilemmas. They won't get good advice from you.
~ I got no choice if u dont listen to advise but..as long as u think that is fine, i support u(mentally)..one last advise for u, pls stop being stubborn and ego! U really really changed a lot. A quotation for u. {We change the world not by what we say or do, but as a consequences as what we have become} live life realisticly, dream a dream but do not let ur dream interfere ur life. Sorry, but i hate u and i am very sad on u! Mixed feeling my dear. Anyway, take care!
A visit to banks...
~ I went to RHB bank just now to tunaikan my cheque worth rm300. Having some troubles with it as i m newbie. Call my dad several times for guidance.
~ I had a chat with dad on my phone bills etc. I thought he will pay everything for me but too bad he requested me to settle my own bills. I m broke yesterday, today and everyday but surprisingly i am still surviving with MCD 2 days ago, Pizza Hut yesterday, and KFC today! Maybe i really have to agree with ~kathy~ that i am a bad spender! Erm..i wonder if u r willing to be my bendahari, it will be nice and sweet! i will pay u ice cream and chocolate for that.
~ Lastly, my CIMB bank left with rm27, maybe i should spend it on starbuck or sushi king.=)
At night, i blog, i game and i missed someone but she dont have to know as i dont feel lyk disturbing her dy! Do ur very best in life, nothing will be less than <@! I was happy when i m childish, but i m sad when i looked mature. We dont have many memories together, but we just can read each other pretty well, true? @_@
~END
zeven!
Monday, July 7, 2008
Back With Glory
8th July 2008
~ Away for exactly one week afta hectic schedule. As i said, i m having midterms, quizes, group assignments and moral presentation on wednesday. Things just so peak but then i managed to handle almost everthing. Am i too pro? yes i think.
Allrite, i have news for u guyz. Firstly, i passed my scholarship application. Olympic Council of Malaysia agreed to offer me a scholarship worth 60k overall without any.....TIAO JIAN! MR.Chua who helped me all the way, million thanks to u man. U r awesome, i love u. He told me rite "make sure u get 3.5 per semester, then we'll continue to sponsor u". But no worries wey, i m pro, i m good, i think i can do it. Somehow, the real condition is ~ make sure u complete ur degree, which means get a CGPA 2.0 can le, sounds easy and it's really easy oOOoo...Guyz, without this scholarship i wont have a single cent to spend wey..u noe rite, i m alwiz poor, hungry and dying sometimes. hehe..i felt proud of myself wey..Back in chess, a scholar now, i seem happier now, wow!! fantastic week i suppose.
~The Nilai International University College - Olympic Council ScholarshipIn recognition to sportswomen/men who have sacrificed their tertiary education in pursuit of their sports to represent our country, Nilai International, through the Olympic Council Malaysia, initiated a full scholarship scheme to all Malaysian athletes who have represented Malaysia at an international sports arena - the first College in the country to offer this privilege. Our first recipient Ms. Carol Lucia Alfred who represented Malaysia in track and field events graduated last year as valedictorian of the year from the 3+0 OBU Business and Management degree with a first class honours. Visits http://www.nilai.edu.my/apply/ for more info.
Deng Deng! Days ago i dyed my hair..sumbody sumwer said that i m a now a bad scholar!! How dare her rite, i m still as cool as usual! I decide to dyed hair as i believe i m now totally new...in term of feeling, attitude, and everything! pocket de wallet oso quite heavy..that brings my next news, i was approved to receive the introduction fees that i applied months ago..costs rm200 bucks wey! Nice rite..A cheque, Ambank de! Moreover, i might regained my flight tickets from kuching to KL in cash as Mr.Lim suggested they will carry out a meeting to see whether the association will approved this matter or not. It is really important to me as it worths up to 1000 bucks oO..
Friendster Horoscope for July 8, 2008
The Bottom Line
Your charm today has no bounds -- you will be making people smile left and right.
In Detail
The charm you have today has no bounds -- you'll be making people smile left and right, whether you're trying to or not. Obviously, this is a great day to make the most of your interpersonal connections. People will have an incredibly hard time saying no to you right now. So if you're looking for an introduction to a new cutie or powerful business contact, ask away! Your request will not only be honored, but the person you ask will do whatever they can to make it happen.
~ That seems people around me will be happy! izit true?? err..we have to ask everyone wey! A survey is needed. So, for those who are loving me...can come interview to be my couple.
Leong Zhi Wen, ID NO: 108-1313-01, is looking for a couple.
For those who is interested,
call 017-3511036 for more detail.
pls bring upon ur ic upon registration!
Registration date: 9 July 2008
Location : Hostel block, HD313
Requirement: Single, Virgin, above 16!
~ Before i make my move, let me briefly include what happened today. Well, this is the day i have to submit EA, but then i failed to complete previously, so i was actually busying with it after class at 3pm. Finally, i get it done on time but then still, my groupmate, Carrick was having problems on that bloody assigment. I went on by go n look for na ge Ms Sharon to excuse us and she agreed to postpone the deadline to this Friday! Wishing everything will be allright! Life is full with confidence, as usual.
~ On the afternoon, i went to INTI or DESA PALMA wif ah fai+Gf plus Shirley-Carrick's future gf! But then..as u know, i m single, available and desperate! SAD as summary. Then on the way back, i used na ge Chili Tuna to pikat my fren's girl SHirley and proudly i got her as my new GF! Awesome rite, i promised her to do a heart shape bread with Tuna...and she will be the one i remembered as a girl which i managed to kao with just RM4 wey! A Tuna for a girl, how worth rite! Hence, make sure guys out there buy more Tuna for KaoLui purpose! Wish u all the best! Aha, we do chat a little on carrick and this guy i think, is really match with Shirley but then if i m around, he has to resign ooooOOooooo! As usual, the hensam and smart one! TUNA SHAPES oooooOooooo..like which one?
~ Away for exactly one week afta hectic schedule. As i said, i m having midterms, quizes, group assignments and moral presentation on wednesday. Things just so peak but then i managed to handle almost everthing. Am i too pro? yes i think.
Allrite, i have news for u guyz. Firstly, i passed my scholarship application. Olympic Council of Malaysia agreed to offer me a scholarship worth 60k overall without any.....TIAO JIAN! MR.Chua who helped me all the way, million thanks to u man. U r awesome, i love u. He told me rite "make sure u get 3.5 per semester, then we'll continue to sponsor u". But no worries wey, i m pro, i m good, i think i can do it. Somehow, the real condition is ~ make sure u complete ur degree, which means get a CGPA 2.0 can le, sounds easy and it's really easy oOOoo...Guyz, without this scholarship i wont have a single cent to spend wey..u noe rite, i m alwiz poor, hungry and dying sometimes. hehe..i felt proud of myself wey..Back in chess, a scholar now, i seem happier now, wow!! fantastic week i suppose.
~The Nilai International University College - Olympic Council ScholarshipIn recognition to sportswomen/men who have sacrificed their tertiary education in pursuit of their sports to represent our country, Nilai International, through the Olympic Council Malaysia, initiated a full scholarship scheme to all Malaysian athletes who have represented Malaysia at an international sports arena - the first College in the country to offer this privilege. Our first recipient Ms. Carol Lucia Alfred who represented Malaysia in track and field events graduated last year as valedictorian of the year from the 3+0 OBU Business and Management degree with a first class honours. Visits http://www.nilai.edu.my/apply/ for more info.
Deng Deng! Days ago i dyed my hair..sumbody sumwer said that i m a now a bad scholar!! How dare her rite, i m still as cool as usual! I decide to dyed hair as i believe i m now totally new...in term of feeling, attitude, and everything! pocket de wallet oso quite heavy..that brings my next news, i was approved to receive the introduction fees that i applied months ago..costs rm200 bucks wey! Nice rite..A cheque, Ambank de! Moreover, i might regained my flight tickets from kuching to KL in cash as Mr.Lim suggested they will carry out a meeting to see whether the association will approved this matter or not. It is really important to me as it worths up to 1000 bucks oO..
Friendster Horoscope for July 8, 2008
The Bottom Line
Your charm today has no bounds -- you will be making people smile left and right.
In Detail
The charm you have today has no bounds -- you'll be making people smile left and right, whether you're trying to or not. Obviously, this is a great day to make the most of your interpersonal connections. People will have an incredibly hard time saying no to you right now. So if you're looking for an introduction to a new cutie or powerful business contact, ask away! Your request will not only be honored, but the person you ask will do whatever they can to make it happen.
~ That seems people around me will be happy! izit true?? err..we have to ask everyone wey! A survey is needed. So, for those who are loving me...can come interview to be my couple.
Leong Zhi Wen, ID NO: 108-1313-01, is looking for a couple.
For those who is interested,
call 017-3511036 for more detail.
pls bring upon ur ic upon registration!
Registration date: 9 July 2008
Location : Hostel block, HD313
Requirement: Single, Virgin, above 16!
~ Before i make my move, let me briefly include what happened today. Well, this is the day i have to submit EA, but then i failed to complete previously, so i was actually busying with it after class at 3pm. Finally, i get it done on time but then still, my groupmate, Carrick was having problems on that bloody assigment. I went on by go n look for na ge Ms Sharon to excuse us and she agreed to postpone the deadline to this Friday! Wishing everything will be allright! Life is full with confidence, as usual.
~ On the afternoon, i went to INTI or DESA PALMA wif ah fai+Gf plus Shirley-Carrick's future gf! But then..as u know, i m single, available and desperate! SAD as summary. Then on the way back, i used na ge Chili Tuna to pikat my fren's girl SHirley and proudly i got her as my new GF! Awesome rite, i promised her to do a heart shape bread with Tuna...and she will be the one i remembered as a girl which i managed to kao with just RM4 wey! A Tuna for a girl, how worth rite! Hence, make sure guys out there buy more Tuna for KaoLui purpose! Wish u all the best! Aha, we do chat a little on carrick and this guy i think, is really match with Shirley but then if i m around, he has to resign ooooOOooooo! As usual, the hensam and smart one! TUNA SHAPES oooooOooooo..like which one?
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
{A NIGHT AT COLLEGE}
2 JULY 2008
~ Just completed 3 mid-term examination yesterday! i just cant fall asleep...why?
1) What is my personal goal?
: Bu zhi dao?! I think i know what i like in life, but i got no power to decide what i supposed to do! Ever since a young age, i was trained tomemorized text, pressured to score good results and follow rules and regulations. I was pinished if i failed in each task! Remembered parent hit me when my kindergarden teacher said i was not paying attention in class on that day~ur child is dreaming in class today! At the age of 5, i get 10 whips on my hand?body? i hardly recall but it's 10 jalur yang berwarna dunoe what!
2) Who to be blamed?
: Bu zhi dao!? Government? Parents? God?...nonono! really no answer for this one.
3) Someone asked me before, what are you going to do if u died tomorrow?
: She said try to help people, family and make others happy and not for herself because that might be her biggest happiness and no matter what she do for her, there's worth nothing anymore since she is dying. Um...i know i wont do that but i salute her thought, if it's true. Me, i will...just meeting with people i carez the most! my family, my...hometown, my...love one..! of course, i wont show sign of death in front of them!!smile...=) If u dont perform well, cook u bla bla bla...i think if i really perform badly, she will be sad for me as well, the feeling must be real hurting for me...as for that cruel person, i got no idea.
Friendster Horoscope for July 2, 2008
The Bottom Line
Positive energy is strong in your life -- it will help you see the glass half full.
In Detail
A huge amount of positive energy will be circling all around you today, which is sure to put you in a good frame of mind to deal with surprising news from a coworker. You might not like what you hear, but you'll be smart enough and grounded enough not to sound the alarm right away. Respect the choices they are making, and wait a while to see how things proceed before voicing your concerns. You run the risk of coming off as someone who thinks they know better than everyone else.
~ My assigments later today
- complete acedemic essay!
- finalize moral presentation
- CSC midterm test
~ The last concern is why i havent get a reply for my scholarship interview. I knew the result might be coming out next semester but then cant u just tell me something...haiz...if Nilai dun gime full scholarship, i might leave and i m pretty sure about it! Save money for parent are now uneccessary for me!
~ Just completed 3 mid-term examination yesterday! i just cant fall asleep...why?
1) What is my personal goal?
: Bu zhi dao?! I think i know what i like in life, but i got no power to decide what i supposed to do! Ever since a young age, i was trained tomemorized text, pressured to score good results and follow rules and regulations. I was pinished if i failed in each task! Remembered parent hit me when my kindergarden teacher said i was not paying attention in class on that day~ur child is dreaming in class today! At the age of 5, i get 10 whips on my hand?body? i hardly recall but it's 10 jalur yang berwarna dunoe what!
2) Who to be blamed?
: Bu zhi dao!? Government? Parents? God?...nonono! really no answer for this one.
3) Someone asked me before, what are you going to do if u died tomorrow?
: She said try to help people, family and make others happy and not for herself because that might be her biggest happiness and no matter what she do for her, there's worth nothing anymore since she is dying. Um...i know i wont do that but i salute her thought, if it's true. Me, i will...just meeting with people i carez the most! my family, my...hometown, my...love one..! of course, i wont show sign of death in front of them!!smile...=) If u dont perform well, cook u bla bla bla...i think if i really perform badly, she will be sad for me as well, the feeling must be real hurting for me...as for that cruel person, i got no idea.
Friendster Horoscope for July 2, 2008
The Bottom Line
Positive energy is strong in your life -- it will help you see the glass half full.
In Detail
A huge amount of positive energy will be circling all around you today, which is sure to put you in a good frame of mind to deal with surprising news from a coworker. You might not like what you hear, but you'll be smart enough and grounded enough not to sound the alarm right away. Respect the choices they are making, and wait a while to see how things proceed before voicing your concerns. You run the risk of coming off as someone who thinks they know better than everyone else.
~ My assigments later today
- complete acedemic essay!
- finalize moral presentation
- CSC midterm test
~ The last concern is why i havent get a reply for my scholarship interview. I knew the result might be coming out next semester but then cant u just tell me something...haiz...if Nilai dun gime full scholarship, i might leave and i m pretty sure about it! Save money for parent are now uneccessary for me!
Friday, June 27, 2008
SARAWAK CLOSED UPDATE(FINALIZE)
Seeding based on FIDE, i am second but that was my past year rating. according to national rating, i was seeded 8th.
1st game board 2~ termini Young 1530 vs Zhi Wen 1752
- different of 222rating points.
- black having a tough time to break the position but ended up win.
- Lucky as position drawish throughout the game.
- Performance very normal, ntg special or ntg noob.
2nd game board 2~ Zhi Wen vs Fabian
- i see he lanxi type
- ok, i win lo
- my game ok lo..he leave the tournament afta the game(pulled out)!!NOOB!
3rd game board 2~ Mohd Nasir vs Zhi Wen
- this guy not bad..rating 1850+..yoyo
- He think very long..lala..let me play time..
- Den he wanted to win but let me pawn immediately..gaotim!
4th game board 1~ Zhi Wen vs Abang reduan
- ZHI WEN DOWN! ma de...
- err..i started ok ok lo...juz move 20 his time ady used up half...
- den i lose a pawn, therefore plan a lot attack on king, u die or i die!
- ehem, say me play badly oso knot, say he pro oso not so..but ended up his way! nice game!
- Haiz........................................................................GG!
5th game board 2~ Abang Reezmi vs Zhi Wen
- I promise my ah ma! Grandmama that i will kill my nxt opponent!
- In move four...Leong Zhi Wen killed this guy without one blink of eye.
- Reezmi down! Zhi Wen on fire.
6th game board 2~ Zhi Wen vs Faeznor
- Ehem, this guy is currently Sarawak no1 junior. Won MSS Sarawak u-18. Awesome.
- He played french defence, the best opening to destroy Zhi Wen. I replied Qe2..a move that was played somewhere in 1800an..
- Well, the game flow my way and he was beaten.
- Yahoo, i m closer to fulfill my dream
7th game board 2~ Morsin Ahmad vs Zhi Wen
- Morsin was the second best player in Sarawak.
- We actually having somehow an equal strength.
- Aha, i was wearing the same shirt while i played Reduan.
- He played white with advantage and the game ended in a draw. Fine...
8th game vs Japeri Reduan
- He beat me 3years ago...err...however, i am stronger than him in term of rating.
- We drew and both are confirmed a top4 placing. Therefore, i am officially Sarawak Senior Team player.
- Bye bye to Selangor.
9th game vs Lim Kian Hua
- The 3rd best Sarawakian. We planned a draw but he requested a game outside the result.
- I accepted the challenge and he played really seriously while i was playing a fool on my pieces.
- I know he is just not up to strength to play me. Maybe, Zhi Wen is back. I can feel my Aura.
- This result placed me in second behind Reduan, the so called Warrior of Sarawak for 10years dy. Hey man, expect a better fight in upcoming years..someone is going to give in a fight now.
- A great great comeback.
~ In conclusion, the prices are rm150, flight tru n fro between Kuching KL, August. Free accomodation throughout Merdeka Chess Championship and a place in Sarawak team. I am back to my land where i was born. Finally, a dream come true i have to say. Papa, mama, i did it, once again without you! The funny stuff was, i have teammates which are ages, 30+,40+ and 50+..haha..i am the youngest! Pretty cool rite...
Thanks to Zer Yun for helping me to get my tickets. Thanks Chee Hoe for submitting my homeworks. Thanks Ah Guang for sending me to airport. Thanks Carrick for supporting me. And also, thnx National Master Edward Lee, for coaching me througout my games. Thanks GG client for being with me at Kuching. Thnx Zhi Wen for giving me a chance to prove myself. Thanks Air asia as everyone can fly with you. Thanks GKIM for accomodation, transportation, foods etc..u r the best!! allrite, thanks ah gong, ah ma for lending a hand to my stay at Kuching.
Thnx a bit of less than 3..for..forget me? nope!! for giving me another wonderful day!! Erm..i dont win more as u wish, but i smiled a lot more.
~ Gota update all my games here next time.(under construction) Have a nice day everyone.
1st game board 2~ termini Young 1530 vs Zhi Wen 1752
- different of 222rating points.
- black having a tough time to break the position but ended up win.
- Lucky as position drawish throughout the game.
- Performance very normal, ntg special or ntg noob.
2nd game board 2~ Zhi Wen vs Fabian
- i see he lanxi type
- ok, i win lo
- my game ok lo..he leave the tournament afta the game(pulled out)!!NOOB!
3rd game board 2~ Mohd Nasir vs Zhi Wen
- this guy not bad..rating 1850+..yoyo
- He think very long..lala..let me play time..
- Den he wanted to win but let me pawn immediately..gaotim!
4th game board 1~ Zhi Wen vs Abang reduan
- ZHI WEN DOWN! ma de...
- err..i started ok ok lo...juz move 20 his time ady used up half...
- den i lose a pawn, therefore plan a lot attack on king, u die or i die!
- ehem, say me play badly oso knot, say he pro oso not so..but ended up his way! nice game!
- Haiz........................................................................GG!
5th game board 2~ Abang Reezmi vs Zhi Wen
- I promise my ah ma! Grandmama that i will kill my nxt opponent!
- In move four...Leong Zhi Wen killed this guy without one blink of eye.
- Reezmi down! Zhi Wen on fire.
6th game board 2~ Zhi Wen vs Faeznor
- Ehem, this guy is currently Sarawak no1 junior. Won MSS Sarawak u-18. Awesome.
- He played french defence, the best opening to destroy Zhi Wen. I replied Qe2..a move that was played somewhere in 1800an..
- Well, the game flow my way and he was beaten.
- Yahoo, i m closer to fulfill my dream
7th game board 2~ Morsin Ahmad vs Zhi Wen
- Morsin was the second best player in Sarawak.
- We actually having somehow an equal strength.
- Aha, i was wearing the same shirt while i played Reduan.
- He played white with advantage and the game ended in a draw. Fine...
8th game vs Japeri Reduan
- He beat me 3years ago...err...however, i am stronger than him in term of rating.
- We drew and both are confirmed a top4 placing. Therefore, i am officially Sarawak Senior Team player.
- Bye bye to Selangor.
9th game vs Lim Kian Hua
- The 3rd best Sarawakian. We planned a draw but he requested a game outside the result.
- I accepted the challenge and he played really seriously while i was playing a fool on my pieces.
- I know he is just not up to strength to play me. Maybe, Zhi Wen is back. I can feel my Aura.
- This result placed me in second behind Reduan, the so called Warrior of Sarawak for 10years dy. Hey man, expect a better fight in upcoming years..someone is going to give in a fight now.
- A great great comeback.
~ In conclusion, the prices are rm150, flight tru n fro between Kuching KL, August. Free accomodation throughout Merdeka Chess Championship and a place in Sarawak team. I am back to my land where i was born. Finally, a dream come true i have to say. Papa, mama, i did it, once again without you! The funny stuff was, i have teammates which are ages, 30+,40+ and 50+..haha..i am the youngest! Pretty cool rite...
Thanks to Zer Yun for helping me to get my tickets. Thanks Chee Hoe for submitting my homeworks. Thanks Ah Guang for sending me to airport. Thanks Carrick for supporting me. And also, thnx National Master Edward Lee, for coaching me througout my games. Thanks GG client for being with me at Kuching. Thnx Zhi Wen for giving me a chance to prove myself. Thanks Air asia as everyone can fly with you. Thanks GKIM for accomodation, transportation, foods etc..u r the best!! allrite, thanks ah gong, ah ma for lending a hand to my stay at Kuching.
Thnx a bit of less than 3..for..forget me? nope!! for giving me another wonderful day!! Erm..i dont win more as u wish, but i smiled a lot more.
~ Gota update all my games here next time.(under construction) Have a nice day everyone.
Monday, June 23, 2008
FINAL MOVE
24th June 2008
- This morning was kinda shady..i had an answer for everything i confused. Allrite, i asked before, between a move that will made me happier but hurt the rest and another which is sacrifice myself for the sake of others..i chose the first one. I think i regretted a little but then i knew that, was the best for everyone. I felt guilty, sad..anyway, promise me, live life to the fullest, fulfill ur dreamz without me standing on ur way, u have a brighter, healthier and nicer future compared to mine. Take care dear, i will never forget everything u gave me. Thnx for being with me always. One day if u need my help, just tell me as i will do anything i can to make ur life cheerful. Sry, again and again. In conclusion, i am selfish and deserve the worst end.
by Pure Heart
Friendster Horoscope for June 24, 2008
The Bottom Line
A meeting reveals a real problem -- you hold the key to the solution, so speak up.
In Detail
A meeting or informal discussion at work will reveal a real problem with how people are communicating -- or rather, miscommunicating. Before mid-day, it will become all too clear that people are not using the same terms to discuss the central issue. A translator is needed -- and you are the likely nominee. Good thing you are so knowledgeable when it comes to how things should work! You can be the voice of reason in this situation. You'll be a calming influence in the room. Get ready to be the hero.
- This morning was kinda shady..i had an answer for everything i confused. Allrite, i asked before, between a move that will made me happier but hurt the rest and another which is sacrifice myself for the sake of others..i chose the first one. I think i regretted a little but then i knew that, was the best for everyone. I felt guilty, sad..anyway, promise me, live life to the fullest, fulfill ur dreamz without me standing on ur way, u have a brighter, healthier and nicer future compared to mine. Take care dear, i will never forget everything u gave me. Thnx for being with me always. One day if u need my help, just tell me as i will do anything i can to make ur life cheerful. Sry, again and again. In conclusion, i am selfish and deserve the worst end.
by Pure Heart
Today I m feeling so low as you are not with me,
I miss u every moment wherever I may be.
My mind sets no where and just thinks about you,
I wanna talk a lot with you but our talks are due.
My lips are trembling and calling your name,
I cannot see you in front of me and I m going through this pain.
My tears are in trauma should they flow out or lay inside,
they want to roll down my cheeks but could not decide.
My one hand holds the other as it cannot hold yours,
It wanders for only your warm touch , I m sure.
My heart beats gets faster wishing you might be here,
giving me the feel of joy, love and care.
How much I love you is all i know,
i just feel it and I dont want to show.
I miss you with every beat of my heart,
no doubt you are the only one of whom i can think about.....
- In my mind, it was drizzling for all day, i wonder when can i see the rainbow, again!!i thought i must seriously plan for a new direction, a new goal and a new life. Today it's all about someone, that has been with me for so long. I owe u, is just what i can say. One thing in my mind now is the one i love the most, my chess pieces! It has been one year plus i m hibernating, still remain dreaming, hoping for my revival. The problem, i never really put in effort. Papa mama, can u pls support me for one last time, i misses several chances to play in ASEAN, i misses the chance to be master, and i misses the chance to see how far i can go. I reli dunoe whether i can still do it, since i am getting weaker and weaker! But, i nid a chance. For so long, neither one of u hired a coach for me, neither one of u asked me to go oversea for training, and i remembered the night before i left home to defend my National title, daddy quarrelled with me for putting too much effort in chess and do not care about SPM. Pa, i am going to defend my title u know, without a coach, without a computer programs and just my brain. I just needed some support from both u..just a little to compete equally with the rest. I dont mind not having all those facilities, but what i want the most is love from papa mama, friends to raise my spirit in game. Am i asking too much? i dont know...But still, sry dad and mum for delivering such a bad result in SPM, i m really sry but i did try and i tried. Sry...sob...
- It has been so long since i achieved something in life. SARAWAK CHESS CLOSED Is just days from now, i really which i can join, still, no1 has to be the aim, but then i should not put too much pressure in me, let just set an aim to get top10 providing someone support me to Sarawak. I really love to revive my career as that's what makes me diff from the rest. That's what make me proud of myself for so long...
Friendster Horoscope for June 24, 2008
The Bottom Line
A meeting reveals a real problem -- you hold the key to the solution, so speak up.
In Detail
A meeting or informal discussion at work will reveal a real problem with how people are communicating -- or rather, miscommunicating. Before mid-day, it will become all too clear that people are not using the same terms to discuss the central issue. A translator is needed -- and you are the likely nominee. Good thing you are so knowledgeable when it comes to how things should work! You can be the voice of reason in this situation. You'll be a calming influence in the room. Get ready to be the hero.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
~POWER~
19 JUNE 2008
{ There's no promises, there's no responsibility, hence, you can leave for you better world}
~Today in so many cases, i saw, i chatted and i realized so much about attitude and power. I shall started with PROUD-a very bad attitude! I m a proud guy i think,but at least i maintain a distance somehow. I hate people teasing the weaker one for he is good in something...i did that? maybe but mostly on people who does not deserve any respect! People know their strength, but they act to be pro. Just to tell you, even faceless void, a dota hero can success in the end although it is so weak in the beginning! We care for our face, but over-protective make us weird.
~Early morning, i was with Danwil went to lend a hand for juniors' presentation. Hmph...Chee Hoe said he saw a noob presentation but for me that was okay or even some of them are better than me! Well, that shows his POWER rules. U know, u just cannot go against those pro bcoz they have the power to talk but i really felt that he went over sometimes.
~Then in the afternoon, i chatted a lot with Mr Lee on our friends personality! Well, we realize he aint received much respect from the rest for the way he behave. I am sorry if offences anyone in my life but then i really thought that i wont respect those who show no respect to others. Papa and mama taught me that for years. We discussed damn a lot but then it was all secret. Anyway, i shall conclude that i hate people ordering me to do this and do that when he/she is not pro enuf in that stuff!
~Allrite, someone said winning is not everthing. YUP, it is absolutely correct and easy to say! However, how many practise that? I m not going to accept loses in chess, Chee Hoe is not going to accept there's guy who is smarter than him in NUC, Wai Yong cannot accept to lose a dota match so to Carrick and his basketball! Yeik Hui i think dota too..that make me continue the quotation:..winning is not everything but people treated it as everything.
~Allrite, someone said winning is not everthing. YUP, it is absolutely correct and easy to say! However, how many practise that? I m not going to accept loses in chess, Chee Hoe is not going to accept there's guy who is smarter than him in NUC, Wai Yong cannot accept to lose a dota match so to Carrick and his basketball! Yeik Hui i think dota too..that make me continue the quotation:..winning is not everything but people treated it as everything.
~Coming on to my group court case fight! I thought that it was an unneccessary assignment but both class want to win badly. It's a fight btw two titans named weng tat and chee hoe. I personally hoped that this will end up a draw. And also, in the group discussion made me realize i was actualy a small boy in my class...there are more clever people than me who can handle things well. I send my best wishes to all my classmates and i prayed the best for our group. Having another activity for BGC tomorrow..
Friendster Horoscope for June 19, 2008
The Bottom Line
A huge workload doesn't have to intimidate you. You can do this! You are a star.
In Detail
You are just finally coming around to understanding the true scope of the amount of work you have to do today -- at your job, in a romantic partnership, or in a friendship. This sudden realization could overwhelm you, but it doesn't have to. The soldier in you knows that you can do this! No task is too tough for you, especially if you are humble and honest about how you're feeling. Reach out to the other person (or people) involved in this task, and get them to contribute to the solution.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Kinda Free
PING PONG
DENG! After the gruelling fight, finally NUC ping pong come to its SEMi-Final. However, i am no longer lucky to get some byes anymore and lose out on the quarter final with 2-11, 3-11, 9-11!!haiz..someone said i dai sei! Btw, i think i ter-ponteng-ed again. Hee...
BANKRUPTCY
~ This has to be the first time in where i felt i am broke!! i mean, i use to have enough to spend but then this few days kinda weird. Dunoe why either. Hopefully, i can gain some supports from family asap. Hey papa mama, i nvr asked for any additional VItamin M before, hence, i guess i would asked for some days later. NO MONEY, NO GF, NO STUDY, NO FUTURE. Besides, anyone willing to offer me living allowances are pretty welcomed. I can serve you with skills on chess! hehe...not really pro but still one of the best u can find at NILAI.
LOVE
~ Finally, Carrick started to express his love to the one he loves. Come on, we support you as long as you are happy. His target is pretty sweet, charming, cute white but a lil short and fierce. Anyway, that doesnt matter as height aint the problem i suppose.
~ Btw, be a bird rather than an ostrich! Fly high with confidence..think positively even when u get the worst criticism because each person has their own strength and weaknesses in them, in me and in u!Get what i meant? i suppose u dont but still move based on ur heart and dont forget ur brain as well!
by Leap Of Faith aka Temps
BANKRUPTCY
~ This has to be the first time in where i felt i am broke!! i mean, i use to have enough to spend but then this few days kinda weird. Dunoe why either. Hopefully, i can gain some supports from family asap. Hey papa mama, i nvr asked for any additional VItamin M before, hence, i guess i would asked for some days later. NO MONEY, NO GF, NO STUDY, NO FUTURE. Besides, anyone willing to offer me living allowances are pretty welcomed. I can serve you with skills on chess! hehe...not really pro but still one of the best u can find at NILAI.
LOVE
~ Finally, Carrick started to express his love to the one he loves. Come on, we support you as long as you are happy. His target is pretty sweet, charming, cute white but a lil short and fierce. Anyway, that doesnt matter as height aint the problem i suppose.
~ Btw, be a bird rather than an ostrich! Fly high with confidence..think positively even when u get the worst criticism because each person has their own strength and weaknesses in them, in me and in u!Get what i meant? i suppose u dont but still move based on ur heart and dont forget ur brain as well!
by Leap Of Faith aka Temps
I'm standing on a ledge,
Afraid to take that leap.
But I know if I don't now,
I never will.
I look over the edge,
And in my imagination,
I see your beautiful face before me.
My body gets warmer,
And the butterflies in my stomach won't go away.
Which makes me realize that no matter what,
My temperature rises each time you're around.
All these feelings for you reappear,
Which make me fall for you harder,
Making me more afraid to take that leap,
That leap of faith to fall in love with you.
My legs before me begin to tremble,
As I begin to lose control of my balance.
I'm scared to fall for you,
Because I'm afraid to know what comes after.
But I know that if it's not now, It'll be never.
So I'm ready to jump and fly,
For now I know that if I take that leap of faith;
I'll be taking that one chance,
before it vanishes before my eyes.
INTEC REN
~ Allrite, 11days left b4 u joined INTEC. Whether we still can chat as we always do, i dunoe. But then no matter wud happen, less than 3 is juz either minimize or maximize. There's no exit button in me. Sry for that but i do miss u a little in a little period.
~ Ni de car, jia you! NI de wireless, pay for it! Ni de education, oso jia you! Ni de life, be xing fu! Ni de future Bf, gen wo jiang! xie xie..
Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)
The Bottom Line
Embrace your opportunistic tendencies -- they have served you well in the past.
In Detail
You might like to think that you don't have any opportunistic tendencies, but you do -- and you should embrace them! After all, they have served you well in the past. It's time to recognize your entire set of skills, not just the ones that make people feel all warm and fuzzy inside. You are a complicated person, which means you are an interesting person! So do not feel guilty if an opportunity comes along that you don't think you deserve. If it's there, you should take it!
The Bottom Line
Embrace your opportunistic tendencies -- they have served you well in the past.
In Detail
You might like to think that you don't have any opportunistic tendencies, but you do -- and you should embrace them! After all, they have served you well in the past. It's time to recognize your entire set of skills, not just the ones that make people feel all warm and fuzzy inside. You are a complicated person, which means you are an interesting person! So do not feel guilty if an opportunity comes along that you don't think you deserve. If it's there, you should take it!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Bye Bye
15 JUNE 2008
See you again PRESENTATION! (Pictures under constructions)
~ My 2 weeks ended with this assignment
~ I ponteng-ed a lot just for her
~ My precious time are wasted
~ Lastly, I hoped i get what i deserved
~ Thnx Chee Hoe, Yee Ting for your cooperation.
A day before Presentation
~ I spend my morning with chess clubs until 5pm (healthy development for BGC)
~ I spend my afternoon on ping pong and badminton (regret joining badminton club-expensive)
~ I spend my night gaming and somebody ask me game si=game till die!! I will cook her...
~ I spend my balance looking and memorizing script
Presentation day
~ I know i am ready
~ I know i improved
~ I know i can be better
~ I know i did a good job
~ I know, it's time to do shopping
DREAM A DREAM
In my dream, i can see how i present
In my dream, i am completely different person
In my dream, i understand my capability
In my dream, i realized i am better than who i am.
A dream dont lies
As it tells the truth
A dream can be fulfilled
As we put effort
Yesterday was history, Tommorow is mystery..
but today, is full with gifts and dreams!
Dream a dream for life~ Believe, believe and believe.
as Dreams, make up life (KT, 2008)
MIDVALLEY, HERE I COME!
- ALL right, today is gift...hence, buy stuff for yourself.
- ALL right, today is gift...hence, buy stuff for yourself.
Followed Mr.Carrick there to buy his BASKETBALL shoes. As for me, i was thinking and thinking and thinking.., walking, tiring and dying.
-In between, i went to cinema to watch KUNGFU PANDA!! Awesome show...U know, we have few pairs today in AH FAI, ZER YUN!...CARRICK, SHIRLEY!...CARMEN, AH CHANG! Zi Bei-ed! Also, i met Mr Soong Eik Hung who bought CALVIN KLEIN sweater stuff, and Mr Ng Hua Ming who is still a smart and a handsome one!
-Finally!!!!i set my eyes on an ADIDAS futsal shoe and also a NIKE shirt~delayed to buy bcoz...CARRICK!!
he...he...is noob!! Come on...we know he wanted to buy, but he no gut!! Lack money? I have some if u need! Lack quality? NAH, Nike and adidas noob i teman u go hongkan! Lack Choices? Any Mall bigger than Midvalley? U make me FAINT with noob excuses...
- CARRICK HISTORY~he is too careful in spending, instead number one in saving money! He says he spend a lot in college when i am spending much much more than him!!U make me feel sorry for daddy! Hey man He says go to KL is spending!! , when i was in secondary school, i went to KL for chess almost every week! He says he is fat when i have double of his!! You are thin ok, instead anorexia-ed!
-Finally!!!!i set my eyes on an ADIDAS futsal shoe and also a NIKE shirt~delayed to buy bcoz...CARRICK!!
he...he...is noob!! Come on...we know he wanted to buy, but he no gut!! Lack money? I have some if u need! Lack quality? NAH, Nike and adidas noob i teman u go hongkan! Lack Choices? Any Mall bigger than Midvalley? U make me FAINT with noob excuses...
- CARRICK HISTORY~he is too careful in spending, instead number one in saving money! He says he spend a lot in college when i am spending much much more than him!!U make me feel sorry for daddy! Hey man He says go to KL is spending!! , when i was in secondary school, i went to KL for chess almost every week! He says he is fat when i have double of his!! You are thin ok, instead anorexia-ed!
Result:
Advantage ~
1) Shirley can be slim
2) Carrick can be wealthy but remain unnoticed
Disadvantage~
1) We cannot mengekspoiltasi this little rich kid
2) He wont improved in prestigely
GOD BLESS, finally i successfully make him buy what he likes, and he started to spend lyk noob! Shh...make sure he is not here! I bought just an ADIDAS shoe for Rm19.90 and missed my NIKE shirt! Haiz...i will be back!! hehez..i spend so little.
word for u: Ask me out, pls spend! I dun go out without spending!
Disadvantage~
1) We cannot mengekspoiltasi this little rich kid
2) He wont improved in prestigely
GOD BLESS, finally i successfully make him buy what he likes, and he started to spend lyk noob! Shh...make sure he is not here! I bought just an ADIDAS shoe for Rm19.90 and missed my NIKE shirt! Haiz...i will be back!! hehez..i spend so little.
word for u: Ask me out, pls spend! I dun go out without spending!
KUM WAI YONG~ U really asshole! In dota, u used to AFK, when we go find u at KL, you prefer to spend your time dating with your wife. Come on, give ur fren some space, you don't oni live with wife alone!
word for u: FUKC OFF! Analyse yourself.
Enough for STABBING people...i know they r angry-ing! But, no sorry for u guys!!
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
LAZY
11June 2008
DANG DANG! Miss the fifth class for semester two! Awesome..
Warning letter from me to Zhi Wen!
Offences:
overslept 1 ENGLISH class
Purposely skipped 1 MATHEMATIC class
Skipped 2 MORAL classes for better outcome in Eng presentation(forgivable)
Missed 1 Economic class due to tiredness
You are going to be expulsed for one more offence!
Signature,
(Lengzai)..11June 2008
EURO 2008 Results Update
Saturday, 07 June 2008
European Championships
Portugal 2-0 Turkey
Switzerland 0-1 Czech Republic
Sunday, 08 June 2008
European Championships
Austria 0-1 Croatia
Germany 2-0 Poland
Monday, 09 June 2008
European Championships
Netherlands 3-0 Italy
Romania 0-0 France
Tuesday, 10 June 2008
European Championships
Spain 4-1 Russia
PRESENTATION REHEARSAL
~ I really think i did okay for this rehearsal, a lot better from the 1st one! at least i mean, she listened to what i presented.
~ I was having my script(gulungkan) and treat it as my mike! While presentng, i actually referred to it. Then, Shanti asked me to hand it for her. Gosh, i m dead. However, things actually flow my way as i really started to present for the first time.
~ I remembered i mentioned sumting lyk..Government is to provide free uniforms for any one curricular activity, the she asked me: why my son dun have one?...i replied: He is inactive rite!? aha..brilliant and she really speechless. Yeah Yeah...
Friendster Horoscope for June 11, 2008
The Bottom Line
You are less driven about getting what you want. Compromise is looking good to you.
In Detail
After witnessing a mammoth power play that went nowhere recently, you are starting to feel less and less driven about getting what you want in a certain negotiation. Compromise is looking like the smarter and safer way to go. This may just be a phase, but it is a good time for you to readjust. Tone down your pace. Be less aggressive, and you will start to be happier. Admire the things in life that are free, and take a ride in the back seat for a while.
DANG DANG! Miss the fifth class for semester two! Awesome..
Warning letter from me to Zhi Wen!
Offences:
overslept 1 ENGLISH class
Purposely skipped 1 MATHEMATIC class
Skipped 2 MORAL classes for better outcome in Eng presentation(forgivable)
Missed 1 Economic class due to tiredness
You are going to be expulsed for one more offence!
Signature,
(Lengzai)..11June 2008
EURO 2008 Results Update
Saturday, 07 June 2008
European Championships
Portugal 2-0 Turkey
Switzerland 0-1 Czech Republic
Sunday, 08 June 2008
European Championships
Austria 0-1 Croatia
Germany 2-0 Poland
Monday, 09 June 2008
European Championships
Netherlands 3-0 Italy
Romania 0-0 France
Tuesday, 10 June 2008
European Championships
Spain 4-1 Russia
~ I really think i did okay for this rehearsal, a lot better from the 1st one! at least i mean, she listened to what i presented.
~ I was having my script(gulungkan) and treat it as my mike! While presentng, i actually referred to it. Then, Shanti asked me to hand it for her. Gosh, i m dead. However, things actually flow my way as i really started to present for the first time.
~ I remembered i mentioned sumting lyk..Government is to provide free uniforms for any one curricular activity, the she asked me: why my son dun have one?...i replied: He is inactive rite!? aha..brilliant and she really speechless. Yeah Yeah...
Friendster Horoscope for June 11, 2008
The Bottom Line
You are less driven about getting what you want. Compromise is looking good to you.
In Detail
After witnessing a mammoth power play that went nowhere recently, you are starting to feel less and less driven about getting what you want in a certain negotiation. Compromise is looking like the smarter and safer way to go. This may just be a phase, but it is a good time for you to readjust. Tone down your pace. Be less aggressive, and you will start to be happier. Admire the things in life that are free, and take a ride in the back seat for a while.
Saturday, June 7, 2008
INTERVIEW
9 JUNE 2008
INTERVIEW SESSION
I had my interview done and i would like to rate it as an average one. Those questions are really tough if u know. Allrite, what i remembered are as follow:
~ Where and when is the Olympic for this year...
- I said, Beijing, China...date dunoe and interviewer replied..it's on 8am, 8minute , 8second on 8 August 2008...i reli zadao mei you hua jiang!
~ The second one is why BN lose so many seats this year..
- I said, due to races problems, politics issues, kerajaan x bagi bonus etc, and he added on by saying bcoz MINYAK NAIK a...inflation rate increases..allrite, ma de!
~ Another one is..Which country in China tries to freed themselves? COUNTRY????
- I ma say..HONGKONG and so on lo..the answer is TIBET, which is a STATE in CHina! Ma de..
~ I remembered another which is how many states not under BARISAN NATIONAL anymore..
- I replied, Kelantan, Selangor, Pulau Pinang, Perak....but i missed out KEDAH!! WTH man...haiz...but ok gua..BU ZHI DAO how they give points.
Basically, that is what i JI DE. I called somebody to share my experience but unfortunately SHE bz a..taoyan!! Now, besides praying for the best, find excuse for failure and hope those competitiors do lousier than me! That's all gua..hehe..
REHEARSAL ONE
I did so badly in this one. Planned to wake up 5.30am to memorize my script but then woke up 1t 8am. Haiz...juz on time for class, i smell hell! Back in class, Go there present shit lo...looking at script, refer slides, and present without confident.= RUBBISH ba! She does not reali scold me/us..but then she indirectly reminded us on what should we do and what is going to happen...I am very sry for that Ms Shanti, although i just hated u last week...but u r good i know.
FOOTBALL WORLD
Somebody somewhere asked me to make a draft on this. Well, recently i played a lot of football, one of my favourate game apart from chess. however, i used to play on road, on stony field without any boots. Pain? yes, it does..but i really wanted to play! I remembered my last football tournament was somewhere 2006! My most memorable one..imagine so many chicks watching me play, as one of the MVP der..la la..i beat 4S1, 4S2, 4s3, 4s4....4a6,4a7(semi final) but lose to K1 K2 always! MA de...!!anyway..i am the top scorer for that tournament!!haha..eliminated someone's S2!!haha.......ARSENAL IS MY FAVOURITE TEAM, alwiz the best!!
~ Football fever..
- Finally, euro 2008 here! Previosly at this stage while we were at secondary school, we love to bet on football! Either 5bucks or so..haha..i hate people betting but i myself bet! the amount is not really huge, so no worry! Maximum i bet just 100bucks!aha..usually less! Anyway..bad habit disinfected! So, forget it!
CHESS JEALOUS
Congatulations Edward for being National Master! U roxxX at the age of 15! I will remembered you the most because i claimed last year NAG from u in the playoff...but it's not important for u now as u proved u are beaters. BRAVO...
INTERVIEW SESSION
I had my interview done and i would like to rate it as an average one. Those questions are really tough if u know. Allrite, what i remembered are as follow:
~ Where and when is the Olympic for this year...
- I said, Beijing, China...date dunoe and interviewer replied..it's on 8am, 8minute , 8second on 8 August 2008...i reli zadao mei you hua jiang!
~ The second one is why BN lose so many seats this year..
- I said, due to races problems, politics issues, kerajaan x bagi bonus etc, and he added on by saying bcoz MINYAK NAIK a...inflation rate increases..allrite, ma de!
~ Another one is..Which country in China tries to freed themselves? COUNTRY????
- I ma say..HONGKONG and so on lo..the answer is TIBET, which is a STATE in CHina! Ma de..
~ I remembered another which is how many states not under BARISAN NATIONAL anymore..
- I replied, Kelantan, Selangor, Pulau Pinang, Perak....but i missed out KEDAH!! WTH man...haiz...but ok gua..BU ZHI DAO how they give points.
Basically, that is what i JI DE. I called somebody to share my experience but unfortunately SHE bz a..taoyan!! Now, besides praying for the best, find excuse for failure and hope those competitiors do lousier than me! That's all gua..hehe..
REHEARSAL ONE
I did so badly in this one. Planned to wake up 5.30am to memorize my script but then woke up 1t 8am. Haiz...juz on time for class, i smell hell! Back in class, Go there present shit lo...looking at script, refer slides, and present without confident.= RUBBISH ba! She does not reali scold me/us..but then she indirectly reminded us on what should we do and what is going to happen...I am very sry for that Ms Shanti, although i just hated u last week...but u r good i know.
FOOTBALL WORLD
Somebody somewhere asked me to make a draft on this. Well, recently i played a lot of football, one of my favourate game apart from chess. however, i used to play on road, on stony field without any boots. Pain? yes, it does..but i really wanted to play! I remembered my last football tournament was somewhere 2006! My most memorable one..imagine so many chicks watching me play, as one of the MVP der..la la..i beat 4S1, 4S2, 4s3, 4s4....4a6,4a7(semi final) but lose to K1 K2 always! MA de...!!anyway..i am the top scorer for that tournament!!haha..eliminated someone's S2!!haha.......ARSENAL IS MY FAVOURITE TEAM, alwiz the best!!
~ Football fever..- Finally, euro 2008 here! Previosly at this stage while we were at secondary school, we love to bet on football! Either 5bucks or so..haha..i hate people betting but i myself bet! the amount is not really huge, so no worry! Maximum i bet just 100bucks!aha..usually less! Anyway..bad habit disinfected! So, forget it!
CHESS JEALOUS
Congatulations Edward for being National Master! U roxxX at the age of 15! I will remembered you the most because i claimed last year NAG from u in the playoff...but it's not important for u now as u proved u are beaters. BRAVO...
Friendster Horoscope for June 9, 2008
Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)
The Bottom Line
A friend is a bit paranoid. Don't defend yourself because you'll only feed into it.
In Detail
You'll enjoy a surge of power today, which could cause some problems with one of your relationships -- this person thought they were the one in charge, and it's going to be a bit painful for them to face reality, today. Handle this potentially tense situation by anticipating their objections. They are going through a bit of paranoia, and it's wisest for you not to play into it. So don't rush to defend yourself about what they're saying. They will come around eventually.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Hatress
5 JUNE 2008
I HATE U , Ms Shanti!
~Let me memaklumkan u guys bahawa..pada suatu hari, Ms Shanti telah bertemu dgn i dan beliau memberitahu i bhw..zeven, forget about her!! Life moves on..take 10minutes to analyse urself! R u happy? Well, she is really gud in reading my feelings..but then she made a blunder by stating i love Chung Yee Ting!! This reli sucks!!u noob wey...even KAR SENG dun love her! Fei Po..haha..
~Interview fixed on friday, 10am..hopefully ntg changed. Before i forget, i understood that there are an overall 3 national playerz competing for this scholarship! Hopefully i can beat dose CRICKET kia..they r having an upper hand, so?wad?haha..
~AFTER A LONG LONG RUMBLE, i have my presentation stuff ready, now i m just waiting to complete everything by next week! The real presentation is on next friday! u know..Friday is alwiz an important day nowdays..i dunow why but tat's what it is.
Co-curricular activities summary:
- Minimize disciplinary problems
- Motivate students
- Develop leadership skills
- find more chicks
don't leave me now
I HATE U , Ms Shanti!
~Let me memaklumkan u guys bahawa..pada suatu hari, Ms Shanti telah bertemu dgn i dan beliau memberitahu i bhw..zeven, forget about her!! Life moves on..take 10minutes to analyse urself! R u happy? Well, she is really gud in reading my feelings..but then she made a blunder by stating i love Chung Yee Ting!! This reli sucks!!u noob wey...even KAR SENG dun love her! Fei Po..haha..
~Interview fixed on friday, 10am..hopefully ntg changed. Before i forget, i understood that there are an overall 3 national playerz competing for this scholarship! Hopefully i can beat dose CRICKET kia..they r having an upper hand, so?wad?haha..
~AFTER A LONG LONG RUMBLE, i have my presentation stuff ready, now i m just waiting to complete everything by next week! The real presentation is on next friday! u know..Friday is alwiz an important day nowdays..i dunow why but tat's what it is.
Co-curricular activities summary:
- Minimize disciplinary problems
- Motivate students
- Develop leadership skills
- find more chicks
- Better lifestyle(hot one)haha...
~A bit of less than 3, i m going to regret for letting u go! I really can do nothing other than wishing u all the best...aha...wont be too sad either!
Don't Leave Now
by Phoebe Dukes
~A bit of less than 3, i m going to regret for letting u go! I really can do nothing other than wishing u all the best...aha...wont be too sad either!
Don't Leave Now
by Phoebe Dukes
don't leave me now
don't let me go
I'm in love with you
and you don't even know
I miss you already
I cant stand this pain
don't leave me drenched
in this pouring rain
don't turn around
or forget I'm here
don't leave me empty
in cold and fear
I miss you already
I can't breath without you
please, don't leave me now
I'm in love with you
A GOAL IS A DREAM WITH A DEADLINE
Sunday, June 1, 2008
*Friendship*
2 JUNE 2008
A Definition of Friendship
Friendship is the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring all right out just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful friendly hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping and, with a breath of comfort, blow the rest away.
Well, i m still me, still trapped in an unknown but have to know de world!
Friendship is the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring all right out just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful friendly hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping and, with a breath of comfort, blow the rest away.
Well, i m still me, still trapped in an unknown but have to know de world!
I have my friends here...who else should i rated higher than them. Currently, no one since they are part of my life...but a true friendship for me, is something that we can feel with our soul..not just physical state! Nobody in this world can live alone, it is a fact. We tend to act, mix and even cry a lot to make friend,izit worth? U know, i know...
who is my friend?(many ba...) reliable friend? best fren? the answer getting limited and end up none. I personally thought that, the final answer should be: FAMILY= the only and the best friends we can have.
{Nilai's news update}
~Nilai's weather not doing well these days! hmph...
~Nilai might have its new Ms inti, wan khye theng can be one, but surely the previous one is so precious that she is immortal even distanced!...a bit of <3>
~Nilai might have its new Ms inti, wan khye theng can be one, but surely the previous one is so precious that she is immortal even distanced!...a bit of <3>
~Nilai's ENG113 presentation in 11days from now without any postponed.
~Scholarship interview postponed yet again.
Friendster Horoscope for June 2, 2008
The Bottom Line
A short and sweet conversation in the morning will keep you thinking all day long.
In Detail
A short and sweet conversation early in the day will plant the seeds for some interesting ideas in your head. These should blossom over the course of the day. Your mind is in an especially curious phase right now, and it will love digging into these new options or schemes. You should feel free to explore all their nuances so that you can get an idea of whether or not you will pursue them any further. Today is all about choosing a path. Don't take any steps just yet.
(it seems i can get a girlfriend soon!haha...check one for me)
The Bottom Line
A short and sweet conversation in the morning will keep you thinking all day long.
In Detail
A short and sweet conversation early in the day will plant the seeds for some interesting ideas in your head. These should blossom over the course of the day. Your mind is in an especially curious phase right now, and it will love digging into these new options or schemes. You should feel free to explore all their nuances so that you can get an idea of whether or not you will pursue them any further. Today is all about choosing a path. Don't take any steps just yet.
(it seems i can get a girlfriend soon!haha...check one for me)
Sorry to tell you that, i no longer had a choice! i meant it, seriously...
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Gamerz analysis
40% of my leisure time wasted on gaming!! WHY? is it Good? Who noes rite!!
I shall started with Disadvantage of gaming
1)...Excessive gaming can result in low self-esteem and aggressive attitudes and behaviours such as gambling and stealing to finance play.
2)...Computer games can distract from learning as players concentrate on the objective of completing the game rather than using them as a learning tool. As Clarke (2003) observes; “computer games require the suspension of disbelief, it may be difficult to retain learning acquired in that state.”
3)...Excessive time spent gaming could negatively impact on schoolwork. Computer games may have a negative impact upon impressionable young children who are particularly susceptible to copying behaviours and may struggle to distinguish between reality and a computer generated environment.
4)...Some games which are highly engaging and motivational can become addictive and lead to social isolation low self-esteem and poor social interaction skills.
5)...The majority of computer games are gender specific. The vast majority of games are male orientated and this may alienate female gamers and pupils alike.
I shall started with Disadvantage of gaming
1)...Excessive gaming can result in low self-esteem and aggressive attitudes and behaviours such as gambling and stealing to finance play.
2)...Computer games can distract from learning as players concentrate on the objective of completing the game rather than using them as a learning tool. As Clarke (2003) observes; “computer games require the suspension of disbelief, it may be difficult to retain learning acquired in that state.”
3)...Excessive time spent gaming could negatively impact on schoolwork. Computer games may have a negative impact upon impressionable young children who are particularly susceptible to copying behaviours and may struggle to distinguish between reality and a computer generated environment.
4)...Some games which are highly engaging and motivational can become addictive and lead to social isolation low self-esteem and poor social interaction skills.
5)...The majority of computer games are gender specific. The vast majority of games are male orientated and this may alienate female gamers and pupils alike.
Monday, May 26, 2008
COLD
27th May 2008
Nilai's weather getting colder and colder! Raining regularly, big wind etc...internet connection more or less surely affected. I m going to skip another class, Moral studies...since it's really err...not important?something lyk that ba...Phew, but still went. But then, midway while mathematicing, cant stand dose boringness le..jiu say bye bye and ponteng-ed jor!! Am i brave, hansom, cool? Well,should i buy a fan cooler sempena cold weather period?? My ladtop need one to look lengzai i guess.
My Model of the week~Energize Unicorn<3
-if i can be as strong as unicorn: ...i will be successful this semester
Nilai's weather getting colder and colder! Raining regularly, big wind etc...internet connection more or less surely affected. I m going to skip another class, Moral studies...since it's really err...not important?something lyk that ba...Phew, but still went. But then, midway while mathematicing, cant stand dose boringness le..jiu say bye bye and ponteng-ed jor!! Am i brave, hansom, cool? Well,should i buy a fan cooler sempena cold weather period?? My ladtop need one to look lengzai i guess.
My Model of the week~Energize Unicorn<3
-if i can be as strong as unicorn: ...i will be successful this semester
...i will be living strongly even lonely
...i will do a lot better, than any others
...i will do wateva i want, with full force
However,
...Uni's corn can be used to grant one mission, i therefore have to make it worth using
So,
...I decided to hold on it, use it as a driving force in all fields
One day,
...I will success, without using that special ability...
FEI HUA gaotim!!!!!!!!la la......
...i will do wateva i want, with full force
However,
...Uni's corn can be used to grant one mission, i therefore have to make it worth using
So,
...I decided to hold on it, use it as a driving force in all fields
One day,
...I will success, without using that special ability...
FEI HUA gaotim!!!!!!!!la la......
Friendster Horoscope for May 27, 2008
SIOK SENDIRI
When opportunity knocks, you have got to answer -- whether you're dressed or not!
In Detail...
A new relationship prospect will pop up early in your day today(WOW,awesome!), and the question is: Will you be ready(of course i am, come on...)? Timing might not be ideal, but when opportunity knocks, you have got to answer(Sure) -- whether you're dressed or not!(Answer it nakedly...SIOK!) This new relationship might be romance-related(Itchy), but it could also be a business networking connection(CHEAP). So you've got to be ready for just about anything and keep your schedule loose. You might have to hit the road soon, so be ready to go!(go go go)
SIOK SENDIRI
When opportunity knocks, you have got to answer -- whether you're dressed or not!
In Detail...
A new relationship prospect will pop up early in your day today(WOW,awesome!), and the question is: Will you be ready(of course i am, come on...)? Timing might not be ideal, but when opportunity knocks, you have got to answer(Sure) -- whether you're dressed or not!(Answer it nakedly...SIOK!) This new relationship might be romance-related(Itchy), but it could also be a business networking connection(CHEAP). So you've got to be ready for just about anything and keep your schedule loose. You might have to hit the road soon, so be ready to go!(go go go)
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