um, done!

20 August 2008

Catherine, i managed to do as planned, everything went pretty well. She left her own hating me i guess. Hopefully, we are still friend. 2 years ago, the same things happened but urs was unpredictable while this time everything seems to be planned. I cannot say i am happy, but at least this has to be the best way. Still, i got a little sad but i really have to do this. Dun hate me. I wonder is this a skill too, but anyway it helps. The past weeks was really tough, for i feel i am controlled by sort of spirit, i made a decisive move, that might rescue me from being frozen again. Now, i just hope she move on happily and dream come true. remember to dream a dream. Allrite, my past experience tells me no way back, but i nvr regret. Simple diary for this love chapter, a little smile, a little tears dropping lovingly as life will be better tomorrow. After all, i find out that, all this problems is due to immaturity. Ya, we are too young to love. =.=

Btw, wish Kah Wei all the best at intec. i miss her a lot these days..especially cold weather and hazy now at nilai. When u free, remember to visit me =). Yi Rou, do well in Sunway, remember dun trust me in future. hehe..Carrick, lets forget them, i need u, to Help each other to overcome this period. I dun wana be alone anymore for i can froze up anytime. Besides DOTA or Chess, i really think we can do great in other things, find a day and think about it, we can do a lot a lot. Take note, we are genius. Just back in chess scene, dun feel lyk telling them i am to retire again. KL Kaushal, bring me to India, u promised to rite?

haha, that is the end for my semester 2, happiest and at the same time sad lo! ok la..end~tata~see u~muackx!