~ Just completed 3 mid-term examination yesterday! i just cant fall asleep...why?
1) What is my personal goal?
: Bu zhi dao?! I think i know what i like in life, but i got no power to decide what i supposed to do! Ever since a young age, i was trained tomemorized text, pressured to score good results and follow rules and regulations. I was pinished if i failed in each task! Remembered parent hit me when my kindergarden teacher said i was not paying attention in class on that day~ur child is dreaming in class today! At the age of 5, i get 10 whips on my hand?body? i hardly recall but it's 10 jalur yang berwarna dunoe what!
2) Who to be blamed?
: Bu zhi dao!? Government? Parents? God?...nonono! really no answer for this one.
3) Someone asked me before, what are you going to do if u died tomorrow?
: She said try to help people, family and make others happy and not for herself because that might be her biggest happiness and no matter what she do for her, there's worth nothing anymore since she is dying. Um...i know i wont do that but i salute her thought, if it's true. Me, i will...just meeting with people i carez the most! my family, my...hometown, my...love one..! of course, i wont show sign of death in front of them!!smile...=) If u dont perform well, cook u bla bla bla...i think if i really perform badly, she will be sad for me as well, the feeling must be real hurting for me...as for that cruel person, i got no idea.
Friendster Horoscope for July 2, 2008
The Bottom Line
Positive energy is strong in your life -- it will help you see the glass half full.
In Detail
A huge amount of positive energy will be circling all around you today, which is sure to put you in a good frame of mind to deal with surprising news from a coworker. You might not like what you hear, but you'll be smart enough and grounded enough not to sound the alarm right away. Respect the choices they are making, and wait a while to see how things proceed before voicing your concerns. You run the risk of coming off as someone who thinks they know better than everyone else.
~ My assigments later today
- complete acedemic essay!
- finalize moral presentation
- CSC midterm test
~ The last concern is why i havent get a reply for my scholarship interview. I knew the result might be coming out next semester but then cant u just tell me something...haiz...if Nilai dun gime full scholarship, i might leave and i m pretty sure about it! Save money for parent are now uneccessary for me!
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