Thursday, July 31, 2008

CoFeSsIoN


1 August 2008

I love u, for it is true! That is how it sounds and i love you too is simplest but most wonderful reply. We wish for sweetest moment but sweetest means just once. Hence, there is hardly a second for u, and i. Basically, confession means wanted to know what he or she think on the other hand. Spends days, nights hoping, wishing...everything but remained unanswered is one of the foolest guy u can imagine. Time is limited now, two big task ahead.

The day, the life, the cheers are unlimited but, FATED.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

:'(

27 July 2008

My final say for this semester~ The Final Entry
While performances are just temporary achievement; attitudes are permanent and unarguably the most important asset for all people. This is what I learnt throughout the semester, strongly supported by evidences from real life examples. Life changes every semester, every day, every hour, every minute but hopefully not every second. I begin the first day, full with energy. However, influences around me tend to manipulate that driving force. Sometimes, it might slow us down a little but in many cases, positive pressures from seniors such as parent, lecturers charged us up no end. Proudly, I shall say I did quite okay for this long semester and will leave the rest for whichever god up there.

This semester, the toughest subject has to be critical analysis. It was critically hard as in understanding the primary idea. We started by analyzing it deeply with course guide. Then, the lecturer gave us samples as assistance. Lastly, we look for seniors’ help to recognize it better. Finally, several practices paid off as we were able to submit all the works assigned on time. Although the learning process was tough, I improved my language from these extended reading.
Research based Group presentation is the one I will never forget. I shall disregard the route of conducting survey, preparing speech and presenting. However, what I bear in mind is the day the lecturer took my speech from me while rehearsal. It actually leads to my independence day because I presented without memorizing or reading from prepared speech. In the end of the day, my group did fantastic and I am happy to play a part in this group. Hopefully, we can stick with each other for future group assignments.

The next sweet sub-coursework was writing a weekly journal. I shall describe this assignment as interesting. Here, I can express feeling on the course and receive feedback from the lecturer. Normally, I saved the positive comment and ignored the negative one. Although some people think this was a waste of time, I strongly disagree with them as I think, journal entries can keep us updated occasionally. The journal started with, you look rather down for this semester. Hopefully, it will end another way.

The two sub-courses I dislike is listening test and academic essay. For listening test, the pronunciation was fast and the slang is different. I think it is unfair and Oxford Brookes University should imply Malaysian’s slang tape recording for the future listening test. As for academic essay, I find it quite time consuming. We need to look for reliable articles, write an outline, drafts, reference list and lastly submit the final version. Time, therefore was what I concerned the most while writing this essay. In order to complete both academic essays and other assignments from different subjects, I plan out timetable for my assignments. I find it worked well but still, discipline is one factor we must always apply in life. Without that, there is no point for having millions timetables.
To sum up everything, I think Eng113 has done so much good for us. The way it was conducted, the syllabus and the organization were good. The similarities compared to Eng112 make students life easier and relaxing. Moreover, students seem to be more familiar and prepared to handle all tasks.

To conclude, I would like to thank the lecturer for guiding us into the next level. I knew the whole group of pupils will miss her definitely, maybe. Also, I enjoyed the day with all the classmates. Although the aunty group is not smart a student, the class will be real boring without their lame jokes.

An analysis on Ms Shanti shows positive progress but still, there ‘are’ instead of ‘is’ spaces for improvement. For instance, she scolded harshly sometimes to remind students so that they do not repeat their misbehavior. Well, the result is usually promising but most students obey as they fear for their grades, sadly not that they have learnt. For me, maybe because of my soft heart, I think, nobody will learn from bad feelings but they only learn with proper guidance. The tough part is, it takes another level for lecturer to control students just with advises. However, nothing is impossible.

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Sunday, July 13, 2008

One big illusion

14 July 2008

There is once a song titled that's why from MLTR which was my favourite. In between, it mentioned ,"Love is one big illusion, i chould try to forget, but there is something left in my head". =)
~ I saw myself competing in chess with several top ranked player
~ I saw a four-flat result on my result sheet
~ I saw a first class cert is going to be honoured for me
~ I saw my life as an interesting movie

~ I saw myself travelling worlwide with my sweetheart
~ I saw myself owning a little chocolate hut with her
~ I saw a big house, a big car and everything is just so perfect
~ I saw myself knowing Kung-Fu
~ I saw a lot a lot..infinity!
Football fans used to sing a song, que sera sera, whatever will be will be, the future not ours to see, que sera sera, what will be will be...

Back in reality,! I was doing my acedemic essay first draft until now, i think i took somewhere 2-3hours le!!it is 4.30am in the morning le but still, i just gaotim-ed not even with half of it. I think i failed to fulfill my promise to someone else, to be a hardworking dude. So sry but i nid a nap to attend 8am class later. Nitez and to be continued...

3hours ag0..concentrating...but i think i got a lil tuo bei le, naked oso!! Hunch..?izit?no but wad le ha for tuo bei?3 hours later,zzzZ....gud nitez!
24 hours later=again 4am in the other morning! Acedemic essay is beyond completion!

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Missing <3

10 JULy 2008

NUC Chinese Chess Selection
~
Erm..ok! Today expected to have a low participants rate for the selection! Tournament was sumwer on beginning for August=soon!
~ Previously, i identified some talents in this game but they just don't turn up..wud a nightmare!
~ Well, as usual..for those who r going to be in my team, make sure u deserved to team with me!Show me wateva u have or..leave!
~ Reached Resource centre for chess activity, too bad there is insufficient chairs! Wait n wait n wait..finally got it but still, lack in people for chinese chess selection! I should blame publicity group if someone has to be responsible for this.


Acedemic Update
~ K...i think i did pretty average for midyear results. Not really convincing but it is better i think! let me simplify everything:

Math 113 : 22.5/30
~ Well, i have a great chance to ace this one, but i clearly know effort has to be there!

CSC 111 : 19.5/25
~ Allrite, the score look pretty convincing but it's not as good as u think. The lecturer was lenient and people are copying assignment easily anywhere..unfair but that is the world! Somehow, i dont..u seldom see i copied assignment nowadays, dont u?! Another is that, the questions are kinda broad, so depends on luck sometimes. Can i ace it too? i got no idea!

Eng 113 : Listening test fail(4/10)?sumwer der i think..
But then, i think my target is to maintain a B+..anything less will be bcoz i m lazy while anything more will be huge bonus!

EA 11 : Unavailable
Miss Sandra is going to leave this college soon due to distance problem! Hence, i wish her the very best for everything! Cheers Miss Sandra, you r a nice ren.

Moral : Pass
Ok, Lan subject is alwiz noob! It is either Pass or fail..for me, i know i can pass! haha..wish everything flow fine!

Friendster Horoscope Update!
The Bottom Line,
It should be quite easy for you to make decisions today -- your emotions are clear.
In Detail,
It should be quite easy for you to make decisions today -- even the ones that are usually real head-scratchers for you. Your emotions are running black and white, which helps to simplify things quite a bit. You'll see the right way and wrong way without much trouble. The only problem could be with struggling friends. You won't be able to see the nuances of what they're going through and might not have any patience for their dilemmas. They won't get good advice from you.
~ I got no choice if u dont listen to advise but..as long as u think that is fine, i support u(mentally)..one last advise for u, pls stop being stubborn and ego! U really really changed a lot. A quotation for u. {We change the world not by what we say or do, but as a consequences as what we have become} live life realisticly, dream a dream but do not let ur dream interfere ur life. Sorry, but i hate u and i am very sad on u! Mixed feeling my dear. Anyway, take care!


A visit to banks...
~ I went to RHB bank just now to tunaikan my cheque worth rm300. Having some troubles with it as i m newbie. Call my dad several times for guidance.
~ I had a chat with dad on my phone bills etc. I thought he will pay everything for me but too bad he requested me to settle my own bills. I m broke yesterday, today and everyday but surprisingly i am still surviving with MCD 2 days ago, Pizza Hut yesterday, and KFC today! Maybe i really have to agree with ~kathy~ that i am a bad spender! Erm..i wonder if u r willing to be my bendahari, it will be nice and sweet! i will pay u ice cream and chocolate for that.

~ Lastly, my CIMB bank left with rm27, maybe i should spend it on starbuck or sushi king.=)

At night, i blog, i game and i missed someone but she dont have to know as i dont feel lyk disturbing her dy! Do ur very best in life, nothing will be less than <@! I was happy when i m childish, but i m sad when i looked mature. We dont have many memories together, but we just can read each other pretty well, true? @_@

~END
zeven!

Monday, July 7, 2008

Back With Glory

8th July 2008

~ Away for exactly one week afta hectic schedule. As i said, i m having midterms, quizes, group assignments and moral presentation on wednesday. Things just so peak but then i managed to handle almost everthing. Am i too pro? yes i think.

Allrite, i have news for u guyz. Firstly, i passed my scholarship application. Olympic Council of Malaysia agreed to offer me a scholarship worth 60k overall without any.....TIAO JIAN! MR.Chua who helped me all the way, million thanks to u man. U r awesome, i love u. He told me rite "make sure u get 3.5 per semester, then we'll continue to sponsor u". But no worries wey, i m pro, i m good, i think i can do it. Somehow, the real condition is ~ make sure u complete ur degree, which means get a CGPA 2.0 can le, sounds easy and it's really easy oOOoo...Guyz, without this scholarship i wont have a single cent to spend wey..u noe rite, i m alwiz poor, hungry and dying sometimes. hehe..i felt proud of myself wey..Back in chess, a scholar now, i seem happier now, wow!! fantastic week i suppose.

~The Nilai International University College - Olympic Council ScholarshipIn recognition to sportswomen/men who have sacrificed their tertiary education in pursuit of their sports to represent our country, Nilai International, through the Olympic Council Malaysia, initiated a full scholarship scheme to all Malaysian athletes who have represented Malaysia at an international sports arena - the first College in the country to offer this privilege. Our first recipient Ms. Carol Lucia Alfred who represented Malaysia in track and field events graduated last year as valedictorian of the year from the 3+0 OBU Business and Management degree with a first class honours. Visits http://www.nilai.edu.my/apply/ for more info.

Deng Deng! Days ago i dyed my hair..sumbody sumwer said that i m a now a bad scholar!! How dare her rite, i m still as cool as usual! I decide to dyed hair as i believe i m now totally new...in term of feeling, attitude, and everything! pocket de wallet oso quite heavy..that brings my next news, i was approved to receive the introduction fees that i applied months ago..costs rm200 bucks wey! Nice rite..A cheque, Ambank de! Moreover, i might regained my flight tickets from kuching to KL in cash as Mr.Lim suggested they will carry out a meeting to see whether the association will approved this matter or not. It is really important to me as it worths up to 1000 bucks oO..

Friendster Horoscope for July 8, 2008
The Bottom Line
Your charm today has no bounds -- you will be making people smile left and right.
In Detail
The charm you have today has no bounds -- you'll be making people smile left and right, whether you're trying to or not. Obviously, this is a great day to make the most of your interpersonal connections. People will have an incredibly hard time saying no to you right now. So if you're looking for an introduction to a new cutie or powerful business contact, ask away! Your request will not only be honored, but the person you ask will do whatever they can to make it happen.
~ That seems people around me will be happy! izit true?? err..we have to ask everyone wey! A survey is needed. So, for those who are loving me...can come interview to be my couple.

Leong Zhi Wen, ID NO: 108-1313-01, is looking for a couple.
For those who is interested,
call 017-3511036 for more detail.
pls bring upon ur ic upon registration!
Registration date: 9 July 2008
Location : Hostel block, HD313
Requirement: Single, Virgin, above 16!


~ Before i make my move, let me briefly include what happened today. Well, this is the day i have to submit EA, but then i failed to complete previously, so i was actually busying with it after class at 3pm. Finally, i get it done on time but then still, my groupmate, Carrick was having problems on that bloody assigment. I went on by go n look for na ge Ms Sharon to excuse us and she agreed to postpone the deadline to this Friday! Wishing everything will be allright! Life is full with confidence, as usual.

~ On the afternoon, i went to INTI or DESA PALMA wif ah fai+Gf plus Shirley-Carrick's future gf! But then..as u know, i m single, available and desperate! SAD as summary. Then on the way back, i used na ge Chili Tuna to pikat my fren's girl SHirley and proudly i got her as my new GF! Awesome rite, i promised her to do a heart shape bread with Tuna...and she will be the one i remembered as a girl which i managed to kao with just RM4 wey! A Tuna for a girl, how worth rite! Hence, make sure guys out there buy more Tuna for KaoLui purpose! Wish u all the best! Aha, we do chat a little on carrick and this guy i think, is really match with Shirley but then if i m around, he has to resign ooooOOooooo! As usual, the hensam and smart one! TUNA SHAPES oooooOooooo..like which one?




Tuesday, July 1, 2008

{A NIGHT AT COLLEGE}

2 JULY 2008

~ Just completed 3 mid-term examination yesterday! i just cant fall asleep...why?
1) What is my personal goal?
: Bu zhi dao?! I think i know what i like in life, but i got no power to decide what i supposed to do! Ever since a young age, i was trained tomemorized text, pressured to score good results and follow rules and regulations. I was pinished if i failed in each task! Remembered parent hit me when my kindergarden teacher said i was not paying attention in class on that day~ur child is dreaming in class today! At the age of 5, i get 10 whips on my hand?body? i hardly recall but it's 10 jalur yang berwarna dunoe what!

2) Who to be blamed?
: Bu zhi dao!? Government? Parents? God?...nonono! really no answer for this one.

3) Someone asked me before, what are you going to do if u died tomorrow?
: She said try to help people, family and make others happy and not for herself because that might be her biggest happiness and no matter what she do for her, there's worth nothing anymore since she is dying. Um...i know i wont do that but i salute her thought, if it's true. Me, i will...just meeting with people i carez the most! my family, my...hometown, my...love one..! of course, i wont show sign of death in front of them!!smile...=) If u dont perform well, cook u bla bla bla...i think if i really perform badly, she will be sad for me as well, the feeling must be real hurting for me...as for that cruel person, i got no idea.

Friendster Horoscope for July 2, 2008

The Bottom Line
Positive energy is strong in your life -- it will help you see the glass half full.
In Detail
A huge amount of positive energy will be circling all around you today, which is sure to put you in a good frame of mind to deal with surprising news from a coworker. You might not like what you hear, but you'll be smart enough and grounded enough not to sound the alarm right away. Respect the choices they are making, and wait a while to see how things proceed before voicing your concerns. You run the risk of coming off as someone who thinks they know better than everyone else.

~ My assigments later today
- complete acedemic essay!
- finalize moral presentation
- CSC midterm test

~ The last concern is why i havent get a reply for my scholarship interview. I knew the result might be coming out next semester but then cant u just tell me something...haiz...if Nilai dun gime full scholarship, i might leave and i m pretty sure about it! Save money for parent are now uneccessary for me!