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21 August 2008

The Bottom Line
Start exploring other relationships, today, and find things out for yourself.
In Detail
One of your most important relationships are going through a transition right now(TRUE), and while it might be uncomfortable and worrisome for a while, it will all work out for the best in the end. In the meantime, you should go out and start exploring other kinds of relationships.(hehe) Find out for yourself what it's like to be an independent person without any alliances to hold you back. And no matter how wonderful an alliance is, it is still something that limits your freedom.(agree).

Copied and pasted, find it suitable for today's post. Um..xing fu!
想为你做件事　让你更快乐的事 好在你的心中埋下我的名字 求时间　趁著你　不注意的时候 悄悄地　把这种子酿成果实 我想她的确是　更适合你的女子 我太不够温柔优雅成熟懂事 如果我　退回到　好朋友的位置 你也就　不再需要为难成这样子 很爱很爱你　所以愿意　舍得让你 往更多幸福的地方飞去 很爱很爱你　只有让你　拥有爱情 我才安心 看著她走向你　那幅画面多美丽 如果我会哭泣也是因为欢喜 地球上　两个人　能相遇不容易 作不成你的情人我仍感激 很爱很爱你　所以愿意　不牵绊你 往更多幸福的地方飞去 很爱很爱你　只有让你　拥有爱情 我才安心
- From time to time whenever wind blows, i was imagining relaxing by the sea. I felt it, the feeling that i just couldnt hide. U noe, being with the sea, i can temporary overcome all the sadness in my heart. We dont have to hide but it is not painful anymore. I imagine the future and lastly left it with the sea. It is so cool, that i can even hear my breathing.

Sorry, I love you.
Without mistakenly, u left silently,
again, i was still here, at the beginning.
Looking nervously as u take ur leave,
slowly tears drop, without pauses.
With the weather turned colder,
i can only stand here, crying, alone.
I feel ur pain over there,
that makes me think we love each other, from far, still.
Just if u say love me,
this has to be my most wonderful and perfect day.
Tell me, one day, u will be back.
Tell me, the sunny day will come after winter ends.
Sorry, sorry,
For i love you, forever.

zeven. ai shi te ru.

um, done!

20 August 2008

Catherine, i managed to do as planned, everything went pretty well. She left her own hating me i guess. Hopefully, we are still friend. 2 years ago, the same things happened but urs was unpredictable while this time everything seems to be planned. I cannot say i am happy, but at least this has to be the best way. Still, i got a little sad but i really have to do this. Dun hate me. I wonder is this a skill too, but anyway it helps. The past weeks was really tough, for i feel i am controlled by sort of spirit, i made a decisive move, that might rescue me from being frozen again. Now, i just hope she move on happily and dream come true. remember to dream a dream. Allrite, my past experience tells me no way back, but i nvr regret. Simple diary for this love chapter, a little smile, a little tears dropping lovingly as life will be better tomorrow. After all, i find out that, all this problems is due to immaturity. Ya, we are too young to love. =.=

Btw, wish Kah Wei all the best at intec. i miss her a lot these days..especially cold weather and hazy now at nilai. When u free, remember to visit me =). Yi Rou, do well in Sunway, remember dun trust me in future. hehe..Carrick, lets forget them, i need u, to Help each other to overcome this period. I dun wana be alone anymore for i can froze up anytime. Besides DOTA or Chess, i really think we can do great in other things, find a day and think about it, we can do a lot a lot. Take note, we are genius. Just back in chess scene, dun feel lyk telling them i am to retire again. KL Kaushal, bring me to India, u promised to rite?

haha, that is the end for my semester 2, happiest and at the same time sad lo! ok la..end~tata~see u~muackx!

My proudest moment ~ MSSM2006

http://poirot1989.blogspot.com/2006/06/mssm-unforgetable-experience.html

http://poirot1989.blogspot.com/2006/06/mssm-2.html

My proudest moment from ang jian wei. Selangor captain for 2006. Leong Zhi Wen 2007 captain, genius? or moron? I miss everything, cheer me up somebody.

A lufrednow story

10 August 2008
Glad that i am able, still to write.

He says,
Once upon a time, a child was born mysteriously in an unknown turf. He was treated nicely.
The boy was shifted to competitive, but stressful new world.
He turned evil at the age of four. Since then, he was beaten to grow by daddy.
Throughout the years, he was forced to live the way a normal chinese people live-education.
Under several stress, he cried in pain everyday but hardly someone cares.
The boy never noticed he can do magic with his tiny little hand, until he reached 15.
He left his first love, to challenge the magical world.
Within a year, he turned famous, rich and the happiest ever man with his unbelieveable skills.
And, within a year, everything gone. His magic are so comman that people started to fell bored. Although after so much sacrifices, he was finally dumped by second love and remained lost.
The whole world turned dark for so long. Tears drop everyday.
He started hiding in peace and avoided the world.
One day in his hiding jungle, he saw a butterfly, flying in darkness, carrying a bit of flame.
He then tried to understand it and he successfully mix things around.
He left one more love, the 3rd one to seek for his dream life.
He started so madly and was recognized again by the magical world.
Just when the bit of flame lighten up his world, it flew for its new life.
Butterfly does not has long life but a life with her was just wonderful.
The sky turned darker in his jungle and he decided to withdrew from magic world again.
He ended his life as his parent wish and left his dream burried in this big big forest.
His last touch will be remembered, forever.
Surely, he should not but still miss butterfly a bit too much.
Tears drop, once again.

zeven, 2008.