8 October 2008
Unexpectable, i am writing in my new URL, where no one noes. I deleted several blogs, all about those leading me to drugs. Surely, people wonder what i did throughout Hari Raya. Unfortunately, i played dota days and night. Skipped breakfast, lunch were common. Furthermore, mum even used to see me 5pm everyday. Something wrong somewhere surely, exactly! My meaningful days were the visit Bukit Tinggi and celebrated grandma's birthday.
It is time to change. Love gave me hope, ruined my life, seems simple, yet complicated. Sherlyn, the only one knows my blog after i actually change my url, please keep it as secret. Lolz..i started blogging since April oOo!
I tried to own sumbody love thru sympathy, thru a lot a lot ways. Well, sry but i just cant control.. i cant be my ownself as i am lost for some period or that period. Anyway, i think somehow, i am awake. Very soon, everyday will be normal again. Right now, i am still looking for a reason to live. Hopefully, every tomorrow will be better.
Unexpectable, i am writing in my new URL, where no one noes. I deleted several blogs, all about those leading me to drugs. Surely, people wonder what i did throughout Hari Raya. Unfortunately, i played dota days and night. Skipped breakfast, lunch were common. Furthermore, mum even used to see me 5pm everyday. Something wrong somewhere surely, exactly! My meaningful days were the visit Bukit Tinggi and celebrated grandma's birthday.
It is time to change. Love gave me hope, ruined my life, seems simple, yet complicated. Sherlyn, the only one knows my blog after i actually change my url, please keep it as secret. Lolz..i started blogging since April oOo!
I tried to own sumbody love thru sympathy, thru a lot a lot ways. Well, sry but i just cant control.. i cant be my ownself as i am lost for some period or that period. Anyway, i think somehow, i am awake. Very soon, everyday will be normal again. Right now, i am still looking for a reason to live. Hopefully, every tomorrow will be better.
Put your hand on the chest, it's beating, the heart is beating. I'm glad, i'm alive. Ma de, juz chatted wif someone, i smiles..lol..happily. Why? hehe..
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